Recently I've cravings for the weirdest things. This week I had craving for Alcohol, like crazy. Maybe it's because I received this in the email.
Yup, it's all confirmed.
I thought alcohol would just .. numb me of the fact that I'm really leaving for Aussie. It seems so surreal, I'm really leaving. I'm gonna leave this place. This is my country man, This is my flag! I can't believe I'll be leaving this place for 1.5 years. Ok you may this Why am I being such a whiny bitch about it. But it's really hard for me to leave this place. I've so many things to do..ok I just can't say goodbye. I detest saying goodbye to those I love. :(
Ok enough of that, I had the weirdest craving at 2am, 10 June, Monday Morning and I was talking to M about it. I was craving for Coke. Like a fizzy drink, to brighten up my day..I mean Night. :) haha. I didn't get a bottle because sister said pops was spending way too much on groceries today, so I skipped it. Fuck knew I was craving for coke that bad. 3.30Am, I received a text msg from M saying I should give him a call and I did, thinking he might be just bored after watching his show. I called and we talked for a while and he said
M: " what If I told you I was downstairs your place?" J: "Wtf, are you serious?" M: "yarh, this time I can bet on it" J: "fuck you la, dont joke! haha" M: "Don't believe look out of our balcony." J: (hesistated, and walked over) M:(screams at the top of his lungs and waved like an idiot) "HELLO!" J: "OMG WTF?"
It's moments like these, that leaves me wondering, how the fuck am i suppose to survive without my loves, my darlings when I'm over there. :( OMG
btw, thanks M for the suprise. :) Now for the weekly updates.
Monday I promised Sister a shopping trip and I met her after she went out with her friends. :) We walked around town and we found nothing for her, but Tops for myself! haha. :D supeeeer happy but oh well, she was suppose to look for loafers for herself. But that didn't go very well. Her loafers were not meant to be I guess. Sister and I just sat together and talked about the silliest stuff and hung out like morons. :) I love this baby girl so much.
Baby J
Haha, I love her madness too!
She's my soul sister (literally)
On our way to meet the T :D
We met up with T after her work and also, it was time to pass to her the bintan shirt and goodies I bought! haha :) We decided to try out the japanese Marche and omg, its wonderful. Even my mum loves that place after we recommended it! haha :) It's affordable and definitely worth your time and money. :) M rode over after school and joined us for dinnerrrrrr.
Our Dinner Location!
The Bf and the boyfriend!
hahaha, and they bully each other like crazy.
ok someone has not seen a chopstick before.
haha, I love that silly girl behind
Glorious fooooood!
Tuesday Blessy wanted to meeeeeet up so we all met up at Bugis for dinner and updates on the Bintan trip and many more :) We sat at Starbucks and chilled for a while before Jessica and Janice called us over to join them at Timbre @ The Arts House!
Hee Hee, the T and the B :D
Preparing for Aussie Photo montage
Love love
He is love
She's my lover
Hello Timbre
Bf Bf Best Friend I love you
The things we do together
Tourists
Miss Phua, with Jessica Janice and Blessy
Beeeeeeeeer
Cute as nuts
Blessann and Tanya
haha, M's 2nd girlfriend
WTF
Miss Phua and her gimmick!
Blessy's cam
When Jessica was busy with Miss Phua's Gimmick My best friend would abuse my boyfriend when I'm gone, I'm sure.
Janice and Blessann
The wonderful band outside, 53A duo (Sara & Alvin) we requested them to play butt naked, but she said it was a federal offense
Alvin and Sara
Talented Duo that played our song, 25 Mins
I think T just sneezed
Clarke Quay
T claims the pizza there was wonderful and we should try it one day! Ok Bf, we will alright! :) Janice and Miss Phua left and the rest of the girls were happy and high while M headed back home. We sat around the river and drank till we were happy (especially blessann I have to say) ahaha :D I was craving beer since Bintan trip I realised. hmmm. . .
Wednesday
M and I went over to celebrate Darren's birthday at the hotel beside Roxy Square. :D OMG The four star hotel was beautiful and it's all thanks to Denise we got the wonderful place. :) the Plan was to lure Darren into the room and tie him up because we hired wonderful lap dancers to dance for him :D However, the guys decided to be kinky and dress up for Darren :D hahah. M got dragged into the dance item too! haha.
The guys preparing the strip tease for Darren
Their groove
haha, M was too embarrassed
Watch this Video to see the guys strut their stuff!
haha, guys don't kill me!
The party was immensively wild and mad! haha. The strippers didn't allow any pictures to be taken and what not, because they had their own relationship commitments and it was meant to be private, but OMG they can really dance and they are really hot. I must say the party was hot hot hot hot hot. We tied darren up, and when they were dancing, OMG the guys that were sitting in one row, got so freaking jealous. The strippers made everyone in the room drink and I must say it was one of the wildest nights I've experienced, visually. Darren was dead drunk after the party and I think the management hates us now. haha.
Thursday
We were suppose to head on to Play the lesbian club, but there was a freaking event going on. We had a few to drink before heading down to play and also to pick Kexin up. When we reached Play, we saw the queue and it was a major turn off I must say. Irene Ang and Chua En Lai were there to judge for the Andro event and yuppp, we decided to head over to DXO because...Free Cover Charge and Free Drinks! hahahahah (just in case you didn't know, DXO's Ladies night has changed to Thursday)
Boy was the club empty. The whole club had only 10-20 people and the whole dance floor was practically empty! haha.
Denise Kexin and Blessann
Let's get substantially happy now
Jessica just pissed.
After grooving to the beat at DXO (blessann was puking behind.haha)
Check out our happy faces.
We just sat around, danced around, talked around and got substantially high. :) M was the destinated driver to drive Blessy's BMW around and to fetch all of us back so Thanks M :D The girls felt really good after having their cup noodles and we all headed back home.
I will always remember that night. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D Miss G, Sorry you didn't get to go Play, I promise some other thursday alright :)
Friday and Saturday
Friday I was just in the stoned zone, and I had a hard time getting M to get up to go to work :/ I rested at home and waited for T to signal me to head on to White Sands to meet up with her for Dins. :D Yum came along after her haircut and we dragged Rah out of her bed and we had our Punktards gathering at my place. We just sat together around the dining table, talking and shoving down fish crackers and sipping soft drinks, talking about good times, future times and what not. Oh yes, and I gave them their Bintan Gifts and we laughed like crazy because when I left for Bintan, Yum jokingly said, bring back a shell that allows her to hear the sea. I really brought back a shell that is huge enough for her to hear the sea! (even though it didn't) but that was a classic moment. hahaha.Drove them all back after supper and that was about it :D
Saturday the punktards met up again for a shopping spree for Yum's formals. Ended up, I bought clothes instead of yummy. haha. We headed over to Pepper lunch for Dins...Boy, I'm so going to miss these nuts :D hahaha.
Yum's sexy fair hands
T has to concentrate to cook
She didn't allow me to mess with her food :(
See those seashells on Rah's hands, I bought it from Bintan! haha
Well, I promised Mother that I'll meet Auntie and All for dinner but Auntie couldn't make it so I met up with mother and sister and of course my handsome and gorgeous cousin, Justin. haha :D Sister recommended mother to go eat at Shokudo! haha. :D yeahhhhhhh!
Mother was really excited and she almost bought the whole place down. It was really cute of her to scream "Eh eh eh! Hurry! buy this one! what's this ! Don't care just buy! Tap my card! hahaha" OMG I will miss mummmmmmmy! :(
Mother Mother mother and baby sis
Did you know that my mum is a cam whore herself? haha.
OMG this is awesome btw
and so is this strawberry cheesecake (sorry for the white balance of this shot :( )
Drove over to Aunt's place to visit grandma and what not. Godma and all came over and they finally saw me after so long. The last time I saw them was before Sunway lagoon trip! haha. I sense alot of winter wear from them! M was around, so he rode over to say hi to the folks as well :)
it was getting late, and 2am, Mummy drove us back. I took Dad's car and met up with M. I hung out for a while at Downtown before heading home. And since I was at Downtown, might as well kill another one of my cravings....POPCORNNNNN!(cathay one only)
Oh, Rah and I have a weird habit of throwing away those white popcorns. because we just think its redundant to eat those! Usually we have Tanya and Yum to finish it up for us! haha. So that night, I had no one to rely on, so I had to get rid of it! haha.
Before
After
Here's a video that M took about my weird popcorn habit
he thinks it's a waste of money to buy popcorn like that. haha
I got sick of it real soon
Sunday Sunday is always family day. We spend the whole day together, going to church and buying groceries at Giant! :D haha. Family Yue, I'll miss you all and our weekly family meetings. :(
Goodbye, is getting harder and harder to say. :( I shall leave you guys with a song that Bf sent to me. :(
Whatever it takes - Life house
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other above everything else Start over, start over
Bf, thanks for this song. I miss you already :( 8 years and going alright?
