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| Friday, September 11, 2009 |
| Where were you? |
Jillian Yue feels like a complete fool ...
for rushing home for you.
for waiting up.
for staying up to give you that morning call.
for drinking half a cup of baileys to fall asleep.
for not being more understanding.
for having her own THE OC marathon till 9am in the morning.
And now Jillian Yue doing the same thing, till 5:54am.
Goodnight world.
Labels: Emo |
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| Saturday, May 16, 2009 |
| Officially Missing you |
| Hello all, I know i have no been consistent in blogging and all. A little tired for my own good, shagged for my own good, basically it has been hectic doing nothing much. haha. Perth does this kinda thing to you.
So updates you ask?
Well, Today, Mich has left perth for good, and its quite depressing because, her presence is being missed in the weirdest way ever. Somehow its just all so different. Sigh. Shan't think too much into it.
PS: Babe, I'm ultimately sorry, for everything and not being a good housemate. :/
I'll leave you guys with the last few pictures with Mich and all, when we went clubbing at metros :)
Mich :)) Pinksheeeeep sial! Housemate, I miss you in the weirdest way ever :(  Metros hello Gary and Mich  A random happy wj and mich :) the husband and wife  the 2nd picture I TOOK WITH WJ SMILING!   boys. haha.
And i'll leave you guys with this song :)
Officially missing you
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way And today
I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
It official You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes, All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
Labels: Emo, michele |
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| Sunday, April 12, 2009 |
| 369 Easter |
  Wj wanted to kill himself for doing this
Easter with the 369 at Freo. I just wanna thank these two goons for being here for me when I needed someone, for some reason, they have stood by me through this whole drama and all the random shit that has been going on in Perth.
  thanks loves.
Sigh, I wished I wasn't fuck'd up or screwed up. I've blamed, I've screamed, I've cried, I've not stopped worrying. Have I caused so much distress within the week? I have to stop destroying.
Now the only thing left to do is...
 to eliminate Jillian Yue. Labels: 369, easter, Emo |
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| Wednesday, January 21, 2009 |
| Regrets |
Well, Its been long since I last thought through so many things. I've been flashback-ing (is that even a word) and thinking about whatever that has happened within the last 3 years or so. Especially ever since I graduated from Secondary school. Maybe it's due to the fact that I posted a whole bunch of photos on facebook, featuring secondary school friends and secondary school ambience.
 2006 is the year of innocence and naivety
I have come to realize something about myself. I've an issue of being incapable of letting the past go, I cannot just drop it. I might carry a baggage across the years, so much so, repressed feelings might evolve and explode in 10 or 15 years to come. It scares to not know what the future might hold.
I know there's many things in life that we shouldn't regret. But yet there's always these few things I'll always regret. Somehow I wish I could just reverse this vicious cycle and do something about it.
All I wanna do is whatever makes whoever whatever whenever happy :)Labels: Emo, Randoms |
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| Wednesday, December 17, 2008 |
| The things that make you smile |
Ok, I apologize for the super unnecessary emo shit posted up previously. There were a list of things running through my mind. It was horrible and I was very mentally drained. I dont think anyone really knows what was going through my mind. I felt like a tupperware filled with thoughts and confusion. It wasn't funny.
But one thing i said was absolutely right.
"Maybe a haircut would help."
I knew it would work.
Not only that, random shit like this would make you smile :)
 Rah and I laughed so hard, it was not funny for the stomach man that is actually a SHELL! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? OMG! and the seal is freaking YELLOW!? AHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
A game of "taboo" and "Are you pulling my leg" definitely lifted up my spirits. I couldn't stop laughing the whole damn day.
Kudos to the Pasir Ris-Team for making me laugh and smile again.
Sister and I felt retarded so we played with my vaio for a while and be retarded. hahahahaha watch.
So i guess everything is back to what it should be. So much for the worrying, so much for the madness, so much for having too much to think, so much for being inferior ( ok maybe sometimes i still feel that way).
All thanks to...
 the new haircutnow i feel like a rockstar rather than a rock.
Labels: better, Emo, emotions, games, haircut, pasir ris, taboo |
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| Wednesday, October 22, 2008 |
| Homo, Hippo, Depreso |
Ok, Homo because of Court updates are here! Hippo because, Dim Sum happy food updates! And Depresso, because Mich is leaving tml (Wednesday, 22nd October).
I'm so happy that court was so damn happening, I'm eat so much, I'm sad that mich is leaving this house. Fuck, I'm so mixed, I'm so confused. I'm rojak.
Therefore, Rojak facts right now.
Rojak fact #1
I was babbling about soon kueh during lecture today, and everyone is like hyped about going home. So am I. Everyone is pretty shocked that I'm going back so soon! Of course, hello!? Last day of school, I'm coming back to my homeland baby! haha.
Rojak fact #2
whoever has a part time job to introduce me, please do. :D I'm still searching.
Rojak fact #3
Ochre pictures asked if i wanted to work as production assistant with intern pay. $500/Mth. WTF?! I'm still considering.
Rojak fact #4
I'm scheduled for an interview when I get back soon. But. . I dont' even know what job is that!? I applied for a few and I'm lost! haha.
Rojak fact #5
My back hurts. Menses. Die world Die
Rojak fact #6
This week is emo week, angsty week and needy week. Emo with Bless, Angsty with M and Needy with Mich.
Rojak fact #7
I'm moving house in Perth! Mich and I would have the whole house together! Whoopie. Make some noise mother fuckers! *prances around the room*
Rojak fact #8
I cooked dinner today and virtually skyped with M and ate. We quarrelled because he was angsty. Now we are ok and laughing.
Rojak fact #9
From thursday onwards, I can scream "IM GOING BACK IN TWO WEEKS TIME YOU PERTH MOTHER FUCKING ANG MOHS!!!"
Rojak fact #10
(fill in your own blanks, I'm lost and confused on the last one.)
For now, pictures to ease the confusion!
Library, Mint and The Court!
Yin Ling and Yi Chian invited me to clubbing event that is supposedly some Photoshoot, fashion week thing at this club called "Library" and it was. . . not that happening at all! hahaha. We were literally bored to tears that we left for bubble tea and what not. we were given free passes to this new club, so we went in to kill time, and we left because the crowd was really young and young guys kept dancing up us so we ran away to The Court, the most happening place on Earth! I love the Court, Homos rock the universe. Gay Pride right nowwwwwwwww.
Our Dim Sum day!
Mich and I were craving dim sum and so we went ahead with Dim Sum plans without waking the wei jie up. haha. :) And we met Rachel to party up at garden city because it wasn't closed on Sunday! haha.
 Mich!  whhhheeee!  the girl!  puppies at garden city!  smiling like . . . hahaha mich you and I know ah..  With Rach now!
369 last outing
We went for Dim Sum and all, hanged out and partied up, shopped and spent some time together in North Bridge. :) 369 all the way now! And at night, Freo dinner and it was awesome. I LOVE SEAFOOD!
 the things we retardedly do, and dragging wj into it. Dinners!  White wine oysters, Fresh ones, Lobster (my first!), Fish and Chips, Seafood Skewers, Freaking Fresh prawns, Chilli Mussels.
Sigh, Mich is leaving really soon, and she'll be able to smell Singapore air really soon. And Old Chang Kee. OMG.
  I'll miss you, Melody.
Anyway, I'll miss this chick ever so much because we do stupid things together to keep ourselves entertained and all, and she has taken care of me all these while, since I've been in Perth, making sure I have food, I have place to stay I know whats going on here. What would I do without her man. Mich, you rock. I'm so going to miss you when you're not around. Lucky we are pasir ris-ians man. Cannot forget mandy alright? :( Love you fellow needy one.
OK I NEED TO UN-ROJAK-IZE MYSELF. THINK POSITIVELY NOW JILLIAN *SLAPS SELF AND ENDS UP CRYING ON BED.*
GOODNIGHT ONE AND ALL.
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OMG, Mich was looking for a female name starting with M for her friend and we came across this name called Maeve (meaning Intoxicating), and I immediately fell in love with it! I'm going to name my daughter/dog that! And I just found a nice guy name called Jove (meaning "God") ! I'm going to name my son/dog that! Wheee!
Not too sure about Jove though, Jasen? Jayden?
But, I like Maeve, period. *floats around in circles*
[/edit]Labels: clubbing, court, Emo, michele, party, rojak |
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