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Friday, July 11, 2008 |
I'm one psycho bitch. |
What would a normal girl do when her boyfriend suprises her with something really sweet, knowing that she was bored to her wits and tears for the whole day, and he went to create a little puzzle game for her. How would a normal girl react?
This is how it went. An email was sent to the girl's account
Codes | From: | Melvyn Feng
| Sent: | 11 July 2008 00: 25AM | To: | Jillian Yue
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Punctuation/symbols: , = , . = . - = - 0 = space
Regards, Melvyn
PS: For those who do not know what this is, it's pager code. And if you're That free, you may go figure the code out.
And that led to their blog, in which they share, where they was a really sweet entry written by the guy. And at the end of the post, it says...
PS: Just another surprise before i end this post! If you can, go down and check your front gate. It's nothing much but thats the least i can do to really tell you how much i miss you too and i love you too!Love love!
In her letter box, there was a small wallet size picture of them, and on the back it says, " I love you".
Now, Normally a girl would be thrilled and hyped up about such a suprise.
But for some reason, I wasn't. I was furious to know that he just left my house without saying goodbye, and I was agitated by the fact that he wasted my time, making me figure out the codes. And i blasted at M, saying "Oh, so you know I'm that bored , sitting at home the whole day and that's why you created this puzzle shit is it? Whats the meaning of this? Damn waste time la!"
I was unreasonable and I was just a plain bloody insensitive mother fucking bitch that should be shot dead right from the start.
But all I wanted was just to see him, or at least give him a hug before he left. That's why I was agitated. I just wanted to say goodbye and thank him in person. But I lost my mind over the phone. I kept looking out of my balcony, to find where he was, but . . he wasn't there.
Plus the week has been super strained between the both of us, and I'm so damn tired of it. What the fuck is going on with me? I'm getting so temperamental, even I don't recognize myself anymore.
Someone, please tell me. I am losing it... right?
PS: M, I'm sorry. You really do not deserve any of my crap. I'm very very sorry. Someone out there deserves such a suprise more than me. I'm sorry I'm plain fuck'd in the ass. I'm sorry.Labels: Emo |
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