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| Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
| Everyone's leaving... |
 2nd of July, Jacyn my ketchup says goodbye 4th of July, My love Blessann bids goodbye (heartbreaking moment)
Everyone's leaving. Soon it will be my turn. I wonder what kinda emotion I would portray at that point of time, would I be acting as though nothing is going to happen and I'm just going on a really long holiday or would I be bawling my eyes out as soon as I pass my passport to the police dude at the immigration. I don't know, mummy would know because she would be beside me.
It's so hard to see friends just walk away from you at the airport and this 2 weeks, 5 of my friends would be leaving lovely Singapore to further educate themselves. Jacyn and BlessAnn have left this country, and soon it would be 3 more others, Joelyn, Xueying and Muneera. Ironically everyone is going to Australia.
Recently, the thought of depression has sunken into my mind. I kept wondering what if I were to suffer from depression when I head on down to Australia. Oh boy, the thought of it freaks me out (due to the immensive tuning to Tong Xin Yuan, if you do watch that show, Fyn scared me to death and I am really fearful of transforming into a psychotic bitch just like her). But, I know, God would be there, and he would take care of me and I know he has a plan for me. Depression I shall not want.
God, I know you're there. Walk me through this. It's gonna be hard. : ( I hope my eyes wouldn't pop out. I know, I'll miss hundreds of humans in Singapore.
:'(
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