26th marks our monthly anniversary but this time round on the 26th July 2008 marks both a very happy yet sad day for the both of us because on the 26th of every month, like i said marks our monthly anniversary but this time round it is our 1st year so its a very special day. On the other hand, 26th July 2008 will be the day that i have to face up with reality. This is something that i have been running away from ever since she got received a confirmation letter on her official acceptance into Murdoch University.

Now that she's gone to a very faraway place physically, reality has slapped me very hard on my face and in my soul that i cannot randomly meet up with her as and when i like or simply me just riding down to her place to drop a bottle of coke... all these are simply just memories for now till the day she comes back to Singapore again.

Knowing that no one is gonna be with her on her 21st birthday, i decided to get her not just a jewelry in which i had in mind to give to her before she goes but also something that will mean a lot for her 21st while i'm not being able to spend with her so this gift, a jewelry which has a heart shape and a key shall represent how much i love her and also marks her 21st.

Ok up to this point, i don't think most of you guys will understand what i'm talking about but yeah yeah, i don't really give a fuck anyway cos mainly this is for her to read so yeah!

Baby, no more crying anymore okay because i have already spoken to mummy so financially i don't have to worry whether do i have enough for the air ticket and what not alright?

With lots of love to my darling girlfriend, i promise to come over in this coming September during my holidays okay? I Love You!