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When you're gone...
When M and I knew that I was going to leave for Aussie, our hearts were shattered, in our own way. I didn't want to go because it was so hard leaving everyone behind, for him, he had to move on knowing his girlfriend is out there, living a life of her own... trying to adapt to a new lifestyel and making more friends (and thus, a higher chance of going astray and being unfaithful! Whoooo~!) Memories will keep haunting him, places we used to hang out, and I quote and un quote....
Melvyn says:so yah, practically we've covered everywhere together so thats why i see us everywhere.
Melvyn says: even in my own room, downstairs, playground and what not
Melvyn says: you were there
Melvyn says: we were there
Melvyn says: my house coffee shop here also
Melvyn says: the mama shop
Melvyn says: after that sit at the bench outside mama shop
Melvyn says: watch a small part of TXY
Melvyn says: after that quarrel
Melvyn says: hahahahaahhahahahahaah!
Melvyn says: LOL!
Melvyn says: you were everywhere man!

From: Conversation on Skype - 13/8/08 (0249AM)

When Avril's song - When you're gone was released, it related to the both of us so much. Each time the radio DJ says " And she would like to dedicate the next song, When you're gone by Avr..." M would immediately change the radio station. Somehow, we always forbid each other to listen to that taboo song. Because I remember, the first time I heard the song, I had no reaction. But later I heard it again, and I sunk deeper into the lyrics, and indulged myself into the mood, I couldn't stop crying know that when I'm gone... changes might take place :(

On the 26th of July, I stepped into the boarding gates, it was directly linked to..."When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now.." Immediately, the song was playing in my mind..I knew I am going to have a hard time living life without him.

Now this song means so much more to me, than it ever would. I shall break it down for you, to indicate why it relates so much to the both of us...

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own (I've lots of friends and I need time!)
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry (It's true, his bony shoulders, is truly missed)
And the days feel like years when I'm alone (When I'm in Perth, hell yeah)
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side (He has OCD, so his bed is made up.)

When you walk away I count the steps that you take (boarding.. OMG)
Do you see how much I need you right now (I couldn't stop crying for ...13 hours since I board)



When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
(needless to say)

When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
(yes, I can't feel his face no more)

When You're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
("Go and bathe la! I miss you baby! I wanna eat with you le! Come down and eat together!)
I miss you

I've never felt this way before (hardly actually)
Everything that I do reminds me of you (yup, its true. even things in Perth reminds me of him)
The clothes you left, they lie on the floor (The blue hoodie is his & I leave in on the floor at times)
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do (it smelt like him :( )

We were made for each other (This part is just mushy)
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul (Declaration please~)
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah (But it's true, I miss you M)

So you can see, why it relates? Sigh, I miss home and everyone back home :(

PS: I love you M, and I can't wait to see you. 23 more days love :D Please take care of your wounds, drink more tonic soup, rest well, study hard for your exams, dont stress too much about your bike and smile. :D We must keep counting down together. I love you Melvyn :D

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