Miss J

Moved on

2010-05-30T15:58:00.001+08:00

my iphone told me its time to move on.

http://jillianyue.tumblr.com

I officially declare this blog as...

2010-04-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

DEAD.

OR NOT! hahahahhaha.

Blogging from iPhone

2010-04-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

well well looks like I would be blogging more often now that I've found a great app that allows me to blog right from the iPhone.

I bet no one bothers to look at this blog anyway because honestly even I don't. hahahha

well just for my own memory sake I shall post some stuff to make myself n this space happy 

i wonder how i can post an image...

Blog? What's Blog?

2010-01-20T11:19:00.003+08:00

Well, I have lost the groove and moove to blog already. Have been caught up with catching up with friends, partying, hanging, late nights, pimple breakout, feeling bloated and fatness, technology and life. (if you realise I never said work? haha)

News to share:
-I got an iPhone
-I love the apps
-I need to listen to more songs
-I love curry puffs..STILL
-I am sick of my hair not growing..
-I am trying to perserve to keep this freaking hair long
-I am suffering from seperation anxiety
-I don't really wanna see all my friends leave. :(
-I can't wait to go to Perth,Melb and Brissy in March
-I had so much issues with Murdoch results
-I resolved it.
-I shall stop ranting.

My most recent happening Apps on iPhone!
It's called

Camera Bag!

Lomography on iPhone

Polarize

Happening iPhone apps! haha. Im starting to like my iPhone now. Even though I still want my blackberry 9700. I'm determinded if you can't choose, just get both. hahha! provided you are flithy rich.

Anywaysssssssssss...Goodbye world. I'll be back in hopefully less than a month

PS: I wrote this entry because Jsquared said my blog was dead. haha.

Goodness me,the world aint fair!

2009-12-21T11:57:00.001+08:00

Good looking people just get somewhere in life.. that's just unfair for the rest of the people who ACTUALLY have something to offer. - Jyue

It has been a month

2009-12-13T00:51:00.004+08:00

It has been a month

Alright kids, it has been a month since I left Perth. I still can remember how emo and difficult it was for me to walk into those departure gates...walking in, and I heard Nicole shout "Jillian We love you k!" den I just shouted back without any hesistation "OK! I LOVE YOU ALL!".

Leaving Perth for good was one of the hardest things I have to do. I decided to sit here and reflect on my perth experience. It has been a long, tough, retarded, fun, sad, emo journey for me.

But my last sem in perth was amazing. It was so great, it was the best sem ever. It made me so hesistant on leaving. Everything great happened on the last semester. :))

The drinking/clubbing/maxi taxi days :)

I knew they were gay. haha.

THE GOSSIP TRIO OMG OMG OMG. :) I feel the love.

THE LAST BBQ WE HAD TOGETHER.
(the boys look retarded right? haha! we forced them.)
PS: Guys, we had a great time laughing at Jen right? haha.

The last clubbing experience for me in Perth :/

One of the emo-est days for me.

I remember when I left, I gave everyone at least something to remember me by. I know it's really retarded and what not..but I hope you guys will always remember the times we had together as a team in Perth :)

The gossips, the scandals, the bitching, the playalongkinda shit, the ktv, the clubbing, the drinking, the drinking games, the bbq, the madness..

Everything is still ever fresh in my mind. All I can ever say is I'll never forget you guys...

SHOUTOUT: NICOLE, JEN, DARREN, RAY, WEIJIE, RICK AND EVEN GARY...
PERTH WOULD BE SHITASS BORING WITHOUT YOU GUYS. IM SO GLAD TO HAVE MADE SUCH AWESOME HOMIES IN PERTH :)) YOU GUYS ARE THE ULTIMATE BITCHING CREW ILL NEVER FORGET. FUCKED UP AS WE MAY BE, IM GLAD WE R STILL TOGETHER AS ONE TEAM :D LOVELOVELOVE!

Even at Zirca...

This is how much we miss Perth. Tagging those who arent around us. :(

After one month, I know I still miss Perth.

For the freedom, the stupid things we do there, and the liberation.

Sigh.

The W life

2009-12-08T10:21:00.001+08:00

So, looks like I've entered the corporate world of mornings with a cuppa coffee, 9-6 kinda hours, bringing slippers (winks at Kx, my bringslipperstoworkisgood idol)to work because I fear my feet will cry eventually due to excessive walking up and down the office trying my best to look busy, setting my phone to a new profile mode which I call "Workaholic" (i'm obviously lying to myself bcos im just doing NOTHING). I've been provided a laptop with a thumbdrive at work. Thus I'm blogging now.

This is day 2 at the office and It's 946am.

What should I do till 7pm? Only 16minutes has past. I shall blog every hour. I haven done that before.

You can really tell I'm piss bored.

Yet, I sense that soon i'll be busy..especially after next week when the whole project would be handed down to me. I feel the stress and I'm not embracing it.

I'm such a confusing prick I feel like crying. HAHA.

Oh, and it doesnt help that I'm bleeding excessively. The red river hasn't been kind to me for sure. Angsty Cranky Sleepy bitch.

PS: I'm just glad I got suprised yesterday,that's all I'm saying :)

Ok, off to being "busy"! I shall see you guys 10mins from now.

M's 24th

2009-12-08T09:41:00.003+08:00

Mdude and Homies @ Bishan BBQ :D

Well, it was the dude's birthday on the 6th and there was a mini celebration going on. haha this year I'm super broke so I couldn't get him much shit. Thus the organising of a simple bbq with his darling homies/slack buddies/gay partners and followed by a fishing trip (which I don't get).

All I can do this year is give him my time and companionship. Sadly. ahaha.

Happy 24th Bday Love!

I'm sorry I can't give you anything big and huge this year, I promise I'll get it when I strike it rich next month when I get paid! Thanks for being my soulmate and being one of the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I still love my dedication I wrote on your facebook wall. It's just absolutely brilliant. Maybe I should paste it here.

MELVYN FENG, STATED ARE 24 Reasons WHY I HATE YOU.

1. I hate the way you call me NOOB for every single thing
2. I hate the way you spit
3. I hate the fact that you will give me a stupid face for every stupid thing you do.
4. I hate it when you attack and bite me on my arms/tummy/legs.
5. I hate... the fact that u like old senior citizen phones.
6. I hate the fact that you don't like to walk around with me
7. I hate the fact that you don't like to shop
8. I hate the way you dress
9. I hate the fact that you don't like the songs I listen to
10. I hate your nonsense with your bike
11. I hate your ridiculous theories, and thinking you're always right
12. I hate your hair.
13. I hate the fact that you have OCD
14. I hate the way you fold your clothes and mine.
15. I hate it when you pinch me and think its damn cute.
16. I hate it when you carry your bag so up and high and mighty.
17. I hate that fact that you look younger than me, when actual fact you are older.
18. I hate it when you ask me to button up my shirt
19. I hate it when you think my clothes are ugly when yours is obviously worse.
20. I hate it... when you always wanna go home and slack instead of hanging outside
21. I hate the fact that you are ALWAYS LATE
22. I hate it when you nag at me to keep my things properly
23. I hate it when you grumble each time I wanna go toilet after meals

Last but not least
24. I hate the fact I'm so damn in love with you, and I can't imagine my life without you, and I know deep down in my heart, I wouldn't wanna lose my soulmate...which is you.

Please don't hate me for hating/loving you so much :)

What can I say, I love you my skinny bitch :))

Happy 24th Birthday Mao!

Boredom = Blog

2009-11-30T16:42:00.002+08:00

@haji

Hello kids, I know I have not been updating this space as regularly as I should. I have been busy meeting up with people. I know I know, I have not met the alleycats and my rah&yum, but soon soon I'll come to it alright?

So now you ask, what have I been really up to? I've been meeting up with M, not as regularly as we used to, but here and there :) but I have been chilling with Niggalove and Sunshine pretty often and I'm glad I got to meet up with my Laopeh Chan as well (even though he was just back for a day, but still, it was good to see him after 2 weeks,and now that fellow is in china roaming).

Oh, and I'm reluctant to go to work. SERIOUSLY.

Oh, and I'm confused between getting an iphone or blackberry. THE WAR IS TOO AMBIGUOUS TO MAKE A STAND!

For once, I have to stop sitting on the fence and start making the right decisions.

I've been immoral. I've been a skank. I need to do the right thing soon. It's bad enough that I'm half fucked. But this...is too much.

Confusing? haha, told you I was half fucked. No one gets it anymore.

Till the next time I have reached my boredom point, Tata, and I'll see you real soon. :))

OH PS: I've done up my online portfolio, really proud :)))

Jillian Yue isn't dead

2009-11-22T01:52:00.002+08:00

Jillian apologizes for not blogging
as frequently as promised.

If you need to know, I'm back in Singapore for good.

So you know what to do, aye?
Peace. :D

Updates, I promise. For now, Twit is the new blog, and Facebook is the new jillianyue.blogspot.com

Till next time I feel like it, Goodnight.

Jillian Rants

2009-10-26T18:16:00.002+08:00

the gossip trio

J i l l i a n .....

Doesnt find the need to blog anymore
feels so lost without her car
yes, I sold my car for 3000bucks.
wonders how to pack all her stuff
is coming back in 17 days time!
excited about home
can't wait to be updated back home
is anticipating graduation
is still bored in perth
is grateful for friends in Perth. :))
made so many good friends in Perth :)))
secretly would miss this place
has to do alot of admin shit before leaving
can't stop typing for some reason
glad she did her photoshoot
happy it went well :))
wants to shop shop shop! shouts to Nicole "SUPREEEEE!!!"
is half hearted about leaving
hasn't spoken to melvyn for a week...until yesterday
came to conclusion that long distances do work after all
has uglier tan lines
has mixed feelings about life now.
has horrible complexion now :(((
yet I dont see a point in blogging no more since no one reads this shit
realises that everything is on facebook and blogging is retarded now.
is listening to Jen's thai songs now
loves paddington bear and the gossip trio
hearts her "LAO PEH CHAN"/ b1 :))
I shall stop ranting right now
ok Im serious. NOW.

I smiled upon reading...

2009-10-19T16:39:00.004+08:00

From Daddykins

Not so sure why I grinned to myself over this, but it just brought me closer to home. I know I am leaving Perth in 24 more days (omgIcannotbemoreexcited) but a part of me will miss whatever I have in Perth.

The friends I've made here, the freedom, the madness and the chaos. It was an emotional roller coaster ride and if I could turn back time...

who am i kidding, I wouldn't do this again. haha.

But OK FINE, I WILL STILL MISS PERTH IN MY OWN WAY. :))

For now, it's time to rush through assignments and attempt to sell my car, settle my things here and swan valley here I come for gifts and shit.

Ha Ha back to you

2009-10-16T00:27:00.003+08:00

Somethings... you just can't be bitter for too long.
now tell me. who's the fool, hun?

fuck you bitch.

Countdown

2009-10-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

Till I get home :)

Happy 24th Birthday WJ!

2009-10-06T04:15:00.002+08:00

Hahah someone's in space.

The birthday boy is hostile!

that's better!

Someone is LIN JJ some more. hahahahaha.

Metros loving!

At the stroke of midnight, it was time for the birthday photo!

It's their turn! :))

Weijie: "I wonder who is going to make me die tonight."

151 loving! haha

Look at Jen snatching the water away. hahaha!

It was a balling good time!

Finally this boy turned 24 and plans to make him die on his birthday didn't go really well. All I can conclude is.. he can really REALLY drink his guts out. Hello, 7 barcardi 151s and so many other random drinks didnt get him down.

But now, he has fallen sick, which is totally uncool and gay. What can I say, the effects of alcohol.

Whatever it is, I wish this boy happiness and all the best man! :) Mr Chan Weijie, you've been an awesome friend and an awesome banana partner - dionnggggggggg...gggg...gggg-. What would I do without you.

You're like my closest guy friend ever, and I am lucky to have a friend like you! :)))

World, I realize that I have not been typing much, as compared to last time. I feel bit weird though, typing all these crap. But one day, one fine day when I have really nothing to do, I shall go type a long essay on this blog.

Maybe because I have been busy watching shows...seriously, studying in Perth is that slack aye? haha.

maybe yes, maybe no. but for now, I'm falling sick and I literally coughed out blood twice within these two days. Now my nose is running to Africa to escape from me, and I need to catch it back right now. I don't want to be like hello kitty who doesnt have a mouth.

As Melvyn would like to say "Hello Kitty no mouth....HOW TO SAY HELLO!?" haha.

If I had no nose, I would be faceless. God didn't give me eyebrows and he gave me sparsely populated eyelashes and he gave me mini asian eyes already. if I didnt have a nose, what am I left with!?

Oh my goodness, I think my love for typing crap is coming back! hahaha. :))

Whatever it is, I have to go rest. and drink lots of water.

To end this post, I shall screammmmm...

Happy 24th Birthday Mr Chan Weijie! :)
You are the ultimate :)

Perth Royal Show 2009

2009-10-06T03:19:00.003+08:00

SCREAMS:

HELLO PERTH ROYAL SHOW 2009!!!!

do I need to say more?

IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
More photos, over here.

Hair Extensions...NOT

2009-10-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

I posted this one facebook, with my status as...

and when I looked at my photo for comments, this is what I got!

HEHEEHEHEHHEHE. This is so amusing. I've decided to wear this wig for halloween and dress up as a drag! hahaha. Oh well, the long hair was too long for me to take. I was swinging my hair like a freaking drag. If you dont believe, you can check with my jsquared. HAHAHAHA :)

But at the end of the day, I still love this comment the best.

Hahaha.

Peace out world. - swings drag hair -

Drunkard KTV

2009-09-29T21:16:00.003+08:00

The two high and drunk ones.

Look at Darren's eyes! haha

The high and not sober gang!

I think Cat was just high, but this woman can drink man!

The girls!

I love this photo. LOOK AT JEN! HAHAHAHH!

heeheehee

Their first photo together :)

1 Litre of black label and half of whatever ML of Red Label which Cat brought!
This is what you get.

If you are interested, you may go to my facebook and check out the drunkard KTV videos.

I promise you, it's worth your time. :)

PS: I can't wait for my hair to grow. :/

Oynx Oynx Oynx

2009-09-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

The sweetheart Steph :)

Ray Ray Ray :)

Of course you should know these two!

Steph Ray and Darren!

I feel the love :)

Sweet :)

Hee :)

Oh that's victor!

One hell of a night :)

Oynx wasn't that bad, it was all RnB and Hiphop music which I haven been listening alot to recently. Electro has been running in and out of Prescott drive and Metros (my second home) always plays a mixture of hip hop and electro. :) So Pure RnB and Hiphop just made me feel so at home for some reason :)

But I'll definitely go back to oynx again.. but now I've got to build my stamina for saturday. :)

Weijie's birthday party...UP NEXT! :) hahahahha.

Till then, you guys are love.

T to the I to the RED

2009-09-25T02:37:00.005+08:00

Hello all, I'm totally shagged out at 2:41am. I'm totally drained..for the wrong reasons. I realised I have not been blogging WORDS in particular. All photos, screen caps and nothing substantial. Well I was up doing my Professional Development Assessment - Editing Module and that's because I left it to the very last minute. It's due the very next day at 4:30pm. I think I did a relatively ok job with my essay, considering there is no need for referencing thus that means I can copy and paste alot of rubbish and make it my own. Haha.

I have to thank Jsquared (the secretly emo fmo song analyzer) because she helped me analyze and breakdown the real true meaning of the song "Gravity - Sara Bareilles" which I used for my edit.

One day, I'll upload that one minute video I did for you guys to view alright? But I have to so show you guys part of my essay. I never knew that one can actually write an essay on why you edit a particular way. I always thought it was a go with the flow kinda theory. I should have my own theory. the "Go with the flow" theory.

The one technique which I emphasized on out of five of Eisenstein’s Main Montage Theories is tonal montage. Tonal montage would involve the length of the shot is determined by the emotional tone of the sequence.
The short clips starts off with melodious introduction, with the piano igniting the tone and setting of the clip. Each scene ties in with the lyrics of Gravity which sets the tone of the clip, which is in accordance to the tonal montage theory.

These few days have been about hectic shopping, slacking and in Singaporean terms "NUAH"-ing at home. Oh yes, and how can I forget, the week always involves some sort of drinking session. I know my liver has been naughty, thus the punishment.

Why do I have a feeling I am so going to die young.

But whatever it is..all is good and suddenly I have no time for my Korean F4 Drama. (which I think jsquared is secretly happy about)

Peace out a-town, it's time to concuss and wake up at 1:30pm and head off to school...in search for producing class at some weird ass place in Murdoch University which I have never heard about.

Goodnight world, I am exhausted.

PS: goodnight jsquared, I know you just finished blogging as well. :)

사랑해요

2009-09-24T04:52:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 독자 여러분, 저는 재미를 보고 있는 번역가를 사용하여 온라인!
Hello readers, I am having fun using the translators online!
나는 너무 많은 것을 보고 이미 한국을 보여 줍니다.
I have been watching too much korean shows already.
"그 누구도 알아낼 수 이 블로그 entry.
I bet no one can figure this blog entry.
당신이 정말하지 않으면 한국과 이 이치에 맞다. ^
Unless you are really Korean and this makes sense. :)
중한 평화가 있습니다.
Peace out darlings out there.
Jillian 서명을 비명을 지르고 나는 당신을 사랑합니다!
Jillian signing off, screaming I love you!

If you are smart enough you would be able to figure this out.

For those reading this off facebook, you would be able to read this. So don't think you're THAT smart! haha.
(it's because facebook doesn't encrypt html)

Goodnight humans, and in japanese.. (間) おやすみ, おやすみなさい!

F4 Fandom is back..in KOREAN!

2009-09-23T03:10:00.004+08:00

The F4 difference :)

Being bored in Perth helps in a way. I have been catching up with shows man! Goodness me, thanks to Nicole, I'm hooked on the Korean F4 series man! goodness, now I just wanna find a hot korean guy to stare at please. :)))

The Korean f4! ok but these pictures dont do justice :)
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The Korean ZaiZai!

Kim Hyun Joong
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and of course Dao Ming Si

Lee Min Ho!

OMG I LOVE THESE PEOPLE TO DEATH NOW. :))

SARANG HAE YO EVERYONE! :))

Boredom in Perth results in...

2009-09-23T01:58:00.002+08:00

Watch this first
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before watching this!
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HAHAHAHAHAH yup that is how bored we were.

Ris Low, thanks for entertaining us. :)

Rick's 21st

2009-09-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Rick! :))

Cat darling :)))

Ray and Darren

Hello Pearlyn and Angel!

Hello Goner Jillian and Hello Nat and Jo!

darling Steph :)

All in the name of good fun :)

Once again, Happy 21st birthday Rick :)

Something that made me smile :)

2009-09-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

When yum added me, and I saw the skype topic. I couldnt help but smile to myself.

It is times like these, you feel the closest to home. :)

I miss you two dearests.

Wedding Madness - 2

2009-09-17T00:44:00.005+08:00

Seriously, If i ever get married, the wedding would just be a huge party with everyone involved in it.

All I would ever need to do is just..

Wear the dress, wear the heels and just walk down. The rest, would be taken care of by all of your friends! I shall go get your music done now. I mix all the nice wedding songs together ok! - Jsquared

Haha, If I ever get married, all I need is to attend it. HAHAHAH. :)

Wedding Madness

2009-09-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

So this is what happened. I posted something on my facebook.

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and suddenly this appears on my wall

and followed by a phone call from B
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I decided to clear the air by posting this on my status

Even darling Yin Ling from M'sia thought I was getting married. GOODNESS.
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which wasn't convincing enough.and now Jsquared is damn enthu about my "wedding"
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shirley then got excited too.
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I said I had plans and everyone didnt get it. I had plans for something else!
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I decided to make it CLEAR this time
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Even Alixues in Singapore is excited!
but no one GETS THE FACT THAT IM NOT GETTING MARRIED!
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Now I ran over to Blessann's status and this is what I saw.

OMGOMGOMG.
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finally after talking to B, and making it clear
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and now everyone is convinced I'm getting married.

I'm getting facebook messages online from Gladys to congratulate me for my "wedding". Hahaha. This wedding madness is so amusing. :)

Maybe this is why I love my darlings so much :)

Haha, What would I do without you B.

Canningvale Market

2009-09-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

Cheap cheap cheap. 30 bucks for Genuine leather jacket!

Yummy! wanted to buy something for you. But can't find anything nice!

Remmeber this?

All at Canningvale Market

We actually woke up early to go to Canningvale Market and boy, were we happy folks.We bought so much rubbish, it was worth waking up.

Even though I must say, Melbourne's Camberwell Market was so much better.

Oh well Perth, you can't suck that much after all.

G.N.O

2009-09-16T18:51:00.003+08:00

Meldoy Jean Jen Nicole

Jsquared doing THE DANCE :) inside joke

Remember the Singapore Ace dance dance moves? haha.

All happening at Paramount :)

A very random clubbing night because Jean came from Melbourne to visit, and thus we had to show her the sad and boring sad clubbing scene in Perth :) haha. But maybe because we came too freaking early. But all in good fun :)

Hope to see you again Jean!

PS: I love Melbourne. :)

I miss LJ days.

2009-09-13T03:54:00.003+08:00

All I have is a photoframe

I was reading through my old livejournal, looking for a certain photo, taken freaking donkey years ago. And I found it. I was so delighted. When reading through my livejournal, I realized that I blog every week, and without fail, I type at least like an essay before publishing. Why is this so? Is it because Im bored then...but that doesnt make sense.. I'm bored NOW. I should be blogging more words more shit and more rubbish! Why aint I doing so?

I figured, maybe I have grown out of this blogging shit. Or...maybe I just can't be bothered. I used to have random readers, now I think no one knows this space exists. Hahaha. Maybe only my close friends do realize that this space is still functioning per norm.

I also realised that, when I didnt have a digital camera back in Livejournal days, photos were taken ever so often, and was published online. Now that I've a digital camera and a DSLR (which I have been waiting donkey years for), I hardly blog as much as words as I should. Maybe I have taken for granted that pictures say a thousand words or something.

Well, I shall be diligent and say what I have done today

Talked to Landlord and Praise God, he gave me the room to live in for 2 months!
Went to the city to have DimSum with Nicole, Jean -whoisflyingofftoday, Melody and Peter & Jsquared
Came home, watched the OC
Cooked dinner
Watch High Fidelity
As off 4.04Am, skyping with M

Ok you know what, I really realize why I don't type/blog/write as much shit here now.

There's nothing exciting happens in Perth, thus nothing to type/say/blog/youknowwhatidontcare.

I shall look forward to this coming friday because it's gonna be Rick's Party @ Asia Cocktail Night :)

Maybe something exciting might happen then. You think?

Hohohoho.

People, It's really time to party :)

2009-09-13T02:43:00.002+08:00

This is a new song that Jsquared sent me. My new soundtrack to my life :))

Let's go!
Hey!
What's happenin'?
What you drinkin' tonight girl?
Drinkin' tonight with me!
Put your drinks up!

Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey! )
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)

They said what you drinkin'? (what you drinkin'?)
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'? (yeah! )
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party wit cha (uh huh)
And bring my girls aside (uh huh)
Tell the bartender bring the ice
And let 'em know I'm on Patron

I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah! ) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight) [real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey! ) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up! )

And now the parted heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited (yeah! )
'Cuz everybody is giving me love (uh, uh)
But hold up, wait a minute (uh huh)
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm trynna to get drunk (me too)

Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? (me) [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (I'm already drunk) [me]
Who wanna get fucked up? (haha) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up?(I ain't stopping them) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (let's have another one)

I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
Me and my mamacita (put your drinks up! )
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you drunk and throwing up [repeating Aria]
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you so fucked up! [Imma have you so fucked up! ]

Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!

Where were you?

2009-09-11T05:47:00.005+08:00

Jillian Yue feels like a complete fool ...
for rushing home for you.
for waiting up.
for staying up to give you that morning call.
for drinking half a cup of baileys to fall asleep.
for not being more understanding.
for having her own THE OC marathon till 9am in the morning.

And now Jillian Yue doing the same thing, till 5:54am.

Goodnight world.

All is good...right?

2009-09-10T03:40:00.002+08:00

Our last memorable night together

That is how i have been living for a month! haha. A squeezy cosy room :) and please dont laugh at my AH MA pants. but yeah. The closet door can't even open! haha. Jsquared and I shared our last night together, memorable-ly. Haha inside joke but yeah. I am sleeping a wall away from her right now and I miss the fact that we talk till we fall asleep and all. But, who knows I might be sleeping with her again if things dont work out! :(

Here's a random picture of perth :)

Love it Love it. Took it with my new tripod.

So, where am i sleeping now? I am sleeping a wall away from Jsquared. But this might not be permanent because I dont know the verdict till saturday. I am praying that I'll get to stay here till I reach my very own cosy room back in Singapore. :( There is some issues with the landlord and I hope I'll get it settled by saturday. :(

Temporal squatters

Oh oh oh!

I have to declare this, something that made me damn happy a few days ago. A parcel was received! for me! for me! :)) just one day after I posted the entry about missing those two... I saw the parcel! :))

A harddisk full of shows to keep me entertained from the two ding dongs I love back in SG!

Darling Rah and Yum, Goodness me, I am damn touched by the fact that you guys sent me this! and MY FAV COLOUR SOME MORE! GOLD GOLD GOLD! :)) The note made me laugh to the max because it reminds me of how much I miss you guys and your random retarded jokes. Especially when you guys wrote about the orange card and rah being unemployed and yum being yum. heee hee!

I miss you guys everyday, ever so much.

I miss home so much. The long distance is STILL killing me, now more ways than one.

Thanks to Rah and Yum...I shall go watch gossip girl even though its 4am

I am going to smile to sleep tonight... even though i miss my jsquared who is so near yet so far. :/

Peace out world :D

Linda says bye :(

2009-09-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, Jsquared here looks damn retardedly high.

Goodbye Linda :((

Linda is moving out this wednesday so we went out for dins and we just talked about random shit and enjoy each other's company. It was really good to just sit around and talk. It's so sad that she is leaving Perth so soon. And she's the only PHD friend I have! :)) haha. I can call her Dr Linda. Whoooo!

All the best Linda, I sincerely wish you the best! :)

Oh and PS: Jsquared and I snipped off our long shaggy hair! Say hi to new hair!

haha, look at us learn how to pout. and I still look like a pig

So goodnight world, Jsquared is talking HTHT now. Got to at least pay attention. :)

Still thinking of keeping long hair...not?

Ah whatever. Goodnight.

Suddenly, I miss those two

2009-09-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

I was listening through my itunes, and suddenly this songs started playing.

W-inds Super Lover

OMG, How freaking old school is this song please? It brought back so much memories of the good ol times, sitting in class being a doofus and playing with Sarah and Gen. The 3 of us a the back creating a ruckus and disturbing teachers from the last row. Yum will come over and join us in our madness and we will doodle on each other's book and sing along to W-inds New paradise and what not.

Back in the day, when brown hair was still hip

Kids, i'll be back soon. I really miss you guys so much.

Send more thing I shall, goodies and snacks and random things that remind me of you two. I'll join you guys at the airport real soon. :(

Boy am I homesick or what. :(

The Pout

2009-09-06T16:27:00.004+08:00

Being bored in Perth doesnt help. I have been on facebook almost 24/7 or practically the whole day when I'm awake. Thus, It gives me a chance to glance through like a 100 profiles a day and read through a 100 blogs a day. It seems like uni life isnt that stressful as it seems. :)

I have realised that girls these days have a tendency to pout when taking photos. And I am not grossed out by the pouty photos, in fact I really find it damn amazing that girls are able to pout! Don't believe, try pouting right now. I have been sitting here trying to pout the whole damn day and I realise I can't do it, I end up looking like some retarded turd.

Jen: You try! Its ok one!

Jillian: Cannot la!

Jen: ok pretend you are whistling

Jillian: (does action) Ok then what

Jen: close your lips together

Jillian: (does some ah ma pose)

Jen: that is just AH MA! try again

Jillian: (tries)

Jen: NOW YOU LOOK LIKE A PIG POUTING!

Jillian: Ah fuck la!

I have been sitting here, on the orange sofa, wondering how girls manage to pull this off.

I find this the most challenging.

You have to make sure that your pout is sharp and to the point. This is damn hard.

Total respect.

HAHAHAH :)) Classic Pout!

This is a little hard to imitate I feel. :))

credits to Nicole for this wonderful pouting example :))

I think its damn amazing how people can pout. :)

The best part is that I realised that even my jsquared can pout better than me.

see even bungs can do it. Why cant I?

Its just tragic that I can't pout as well. Out of 3,249 photos of me on facebook, the only picture that Miss G found of me pouting is this, and that's when I'm drunk.

I look like a fucking pig

So kudos to girls that can really pout. Seriously.

I shall go practice now.

Random Rampage

2009-09-04T02:05:00.002+08:00

I was reading my old blog entries especially that August 2008 entries , and I realised that I kept taking random pictures in Perth in my first sem, everything was fresh and exciting and new. I remembered the first time I cried like mad at Changi Airport when I first left Singapore, with mummy and all. I still can remember the emotional pain and mental turmoil I had to go through just to survive Sem 1 in Murdoch University. The memory of waking up at 5am, to listen to M say he got into accident and the moments I couldn't stop crying, and mummy had to sit beside me and comfort me, telling me that everything is gonna be alright. All these memories are ever still fresh in my mind, thanks to my blogs.

I never realise that blogging could mean so much and I realised I have lost the love for actually typing in my blog. These few days its just pictures pictures pictures.

I shall state a random fact of the day so that I can remember this day.

TODAY'S RANDOM FACT: MISS LUAH AND MISS YUE HAD THEIR MENSES ON THE VERY SAME DAY. TALK ABOUT TIGHTNESS IN AUSTRALIA :) ONE IN PERTH ONE IN MELBOURNE, MENSES ON THE SAME DAY IN THE SAME COUNTRY AND SAME CONTINENT.

I shall constantly remind myself, to blog at least a paragraph, so when I'm 89 and still able to see or read or when Im not senile, I can read my blog and smile to myself.

Or maybe actually when Im senile, someone please remind me that this blog exist, so I can still remember my friends and family and loved ones.

Memories are meant to be kept for various reasons. Being senile and being able to read past entries is one main one. Another, would be.... I can't think of another one.

Ok this entry is getting a little too random and boring.

I shall sign off with my random quote of the day.

RANDOM QUOTE: PMS is a subjective thing. I admit I have it....REAL BAD. GOODNIGHT.

Eggs Benedict

2009-09-04T01:35:00.003+08:00

Eggs Benedict, With Hollanaise sauce and Champagne Ham, with Egg Muffins.
Cooked by Jen :)

Goodnight Freo, Im here to snap

2009-09-03T13:53:00.003+08:00

Without a tripod, I stood firm against the strong winds and tried my best.

I gave it my all :)

M.

2009-09-01T03:24:00.005+08:00

the only Male that can make me smile :)

M has been retarded these few days. and I have evidence to prove it. Indeed, he is the only male that can really make me smile to myself and look like a jackass.

Only he can come up with such retarded suggestions to cure "I-miss-someone" syndrome. Why oh why am I even associated with this doofus. Each time I see him on skype (which is not that often) I really miss home. =/ he can even tell me he wants to buy this retarded phone.

Tell me or am I wrong to say he is the only moron who wants to buy this phone that is designed for the ELDERLY? GOODNESS ME. I really question myself as to why I'm in love with this idiot. We have totally vast different personalities...maybe the saying "opposites attract" really is true.

But still, no doubt, he is the only one that can make/break my day.

Love you M :)

Chanelle's Birthday

2009-08-30T22:52:00.004+08:00

Cheers :)

Photography Unit

2009-08-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

Vice baby Vice.

Prescott Boredom

2009-08-30T22:08:00.004+08:00

Sitting opposite each other doesnt prevent us from being IT dependent.

This is why I love staying with Jen. haha. and no, Jen isnt in love, she is just sarcastic. bloody woman.

And reason why my shit is black? Due to excessive drinking.

Oh and btw, in my drawing Jen is the one with the bigger eyes. cause in reality, she really does. HAHAHA.

Meanwhile, Cheeeersss!

PS: Jen... you bitch. haha.

My 2009 Song

2009-08-29T18:33:00.003+08:00

There`s only so many songs that i can sing to pass the time.
And i`m running out of things to do to get you off my mind.
All i have is this picture in a frame
That i hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where i`d rather be,
But we`re stuck where we are.
It`s so hard, you`re so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me,
But we`re stuck where we are
It`s so hard, you`re so far..
This long distance is killing me.

It`s so hard, it`s so hard, where we are, where we are, you`re so far.
This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days..
While i`m away
You know right now i can`t be home
But i`m coming home soon
Coming home soon

Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me crying?

There`s only so many songs that i can sing to pass the time.

- Brandy

Facebook saga

2009-08-28T02:08:00.005+08:00

I checked my facebook inbox and this is what I saw

besides the fact that my mummy is so tech savvy these days, recently daddykins called me and this is what happened.

My profile picture was this, for 2mins

Daddy: Hello Jie
Me: Hello daddy!
Daddy: Jie, I saw your facebook and I saw this picture of you, bareback. What is that? You know the internet is a very corrupted and Please darling - be very, very, very careful - the internet is infested with undesirable characters. Please take care of yourself, be sensible especially while you are out there in Perth -its not SG.. Do not create impressions or draw unnecessary attentions.
Me: Orh.
Daddy: and I saw in your info, you put Interested in Women? Whats that suppose to mean? and what is this random play and whatever you can get? Jie, please la.
Me: Oh! that was a joke!
Daddy: Not only that, below your bareback photo, there was this sentence that says "Poke Jillian". Jie, daddy loves you ok? Don't put up this kinda things to cause unnecessary trouble ok?
Me: Ok daddy
Daddy: I love you ok? God bless. goodnight.
Me: love you too daddy!

In case you are not a facebook user, Poke Jillian is actually a function in facebook to just send a poke to your friends.

Now I don't know whether to be amused or ashamed of myself.

As of now, I am getting daddy back in my friends list. :) he sounded so sad that I aint his friend no more. :((

To make matters worse,

I just read my email, and daddy sent me this.

Im such a horrible daughter for making him worry....right?

hahahahah. Sigh.

I played with fire

2009-08-21T05:50:00.002+08:00

English Translation of Jeff Chang's - Overfire. (Zhang Xin Ze - Guo Huo)

"Is it because I promised you too much, or is it the fact that I didn't give enough right from the start?
You always had a thousand reasons,yet I accomodated and thought of your feelings.
I let you run wild, and party away,
Hopeful that one day you would be touched by my actions.

Until the day, when all dreams are broken and shattered,
I saw you crying in remorse and regret
I really wanted to give you another chance,
and at the same time asked "Who do you really love these days?"

Since the love is unbeatable,
Don't run away, be strong and face it
Once you have given your heart to him, It's hard to get it back.

How could I have the heart to see you make that mistake,
For sure, It's the fact that I gave you the chance to play with fire
To make you even lonelier, to fall into love's trap.
How could I see you suffer,
Damn,I gave you the chance to play with fire
If you wanna leave, I'll bear all the pain and hurt."

Upon hearing this song, it felt like M was talking to me.

The Distance

2009-08-20T16:06:00.004+08:00

Kings

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back

I cant take the distance
I cant the miles
I cant take the time until I next see you smile
I cant take the distance
And Im not ashamed
That with every breath I take Im calling your name
But I cant take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you;re close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
Thats how much you mean to me
cause I cant take the distance

Its hard to remember
As long as you're away
When I find solace
There's only one way

Twenty Second Birthday

2009-08-19T03:24:00.005+08:00

Suprise at Mid Night at Oriels:)

Thanks all you sweethearts for being there that night.
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Metros birthday celebrate on the 15th night :)))

Metros was bad/good. I have my reasons for saying so. :))

4 words to describe the whole birthday: I WAS IN SPACE.

But sincerely thank all for celebrating my 22nd birthday :)) Despite not being in Singapore, it went awesome. Thanks all the love, I fucking love all of you :)

In case any one of you go clubbing with me, here are the symptoms by which, you would know when I have reached space.
1. I would be screaming like blessann would
2. I would ask if you are happy
3. I would ask you "From 1 to 10 how high are you?"
4. I would scream "Are you my bro? Are you my bro a not?"
5. I would repeat the word fuck more than 10 times in a sentence.
eg. "I fucking love you all, fuck you, fuck you and fuck you too. Fucking love me, fucking got to fucking drink fucking more shit man. Fuck this and fuck that."
6. As denise would say, " Are you in space? cause everyone has got to be in space."
7. I would turn violent, and start stomping and screaming
8. I would lose control of myself
9. I wouldn't want anyone to hold me.
10. ... all of the above, means I'm beyond space and have reached my twilight zone.

Don't believe, go see the facebook videos. :)

Oh and two other things...

Super thanks to Kexin and Jace for making my day.

This is what I call super love. I saw the birthday cards when Jen told me I had a suprise.

Thanks sweethearts. :)

and another, Thanks Gary for the suprise present as well.

It was super random and thoughtful of you. :) Appreciate it man. Thanks!

If you wanna know how I have been, Jen and I are this bored over in Perth...

Being less than 1metre away, we still decided to skype each other.

Yup, THAT BORED.

I shall end of this entry with this
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"...Listen to the horror stories of your friends and realise your partner is quite a prize."

- NW Magazine, Horoscope section. August 17 Issue.

Goodnight world, and thanks for everything. The calls, the messages on facebook and SMS-es made my day.

Thank you.

Repeat Mode

2009-08-17T05:04:00.002+08:00

"....is about being with someone you love, and you have to say goodbye, and all the little things you miss about them".
- Avril Lavigne.

Its been long since this song is on repeat.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

If you only knew

2009-08-17T03:52:00.002+08:00

"...If you only knew,that I'm crazy for you, then you'll understand. If I only knew what you're going through, then I'll understand."
- Moffatts

I'm sorry.

B, you made me smile

2009-08-11T03:08:00.004+08:00

I love my fried Peng You

Blessy, thanks for making me smile. You have no idea how much your package means to me. It drove all blues away, and made me realise that I'm not in such a shithole.

I love you B, thank you so much.

Fuck you, Fuck you and you

2009-08-11T03:08:00.001+08:00

"...Fuck you Rick, Fuck you Gary, Fuck you Weijie, Fuck you Jen...I fucking love you all.."-A happy spacey Jillian

Saturday, 8 August 2009

Perth City

2009-08-11T03:01:00.002+08:00

This is Perth City for you :)

- Sambal Prawns with Mushrooms
and after which a home cooked specialty by Jen.

Perth, why oh why.

ITs all about the Sweethearts birthday.

2009-08-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

It's all about the sweethearts birthdays.

I didn't go for NDP in Murdoch this year. Was feeling under the weather because... let's just say I was in space at Metros and couldn't be bothered to move too much. I was so afraid that I would cry like an idiot in the lecture theater because I miss Singapore so much, morever it my sweetheart rah's birthday.

I miss that chick so much, and our another accomplice, Yum. haha. The retarded times we would just go to the airport and walk till our legs drop.

I suddenly recall the 3 muskerteers shirt that Yummy has. The 3 skeletons walking in style :) ahaha.

Indeed, I miss Singapore so bad.

And to my darling rahlers, You know I love you too! You've been my comfort and my zone for the past how many donkey years. Since we were 7, we were friends (ok we were classmates because I used to bully you in the school bus) but, life just turns out funny, and look where we are, 15 years of friendship. :))

You're the heart and the you're the soul. One of the most real and genuine friend I ever had. :)

Happy 22nd Birthday darling rahly :) I love you!...and you too yummy!

Perth, will you be nicer to thee?

2009-08-07T02:27:00.002+08:00

First homecooked meal

I miss mummy :) She watched me have dinner! :)

Our New Hangout, because this is one of the rare outlets that opens for 24 hours.

Perth, why art thou so boring?

Song playing right now:
I don't know, but I believe that some things are meant to be. And that you may come back to me, Everyday I love you. I never thought that dreams came true, but you showed me that they do. I know that I am something new, everyday I love you. Cause I believe that destiny is out of our control, and you'll never live until you love, with all your heart and soul.
Everyday I love you.

Jsquared @ 1:52AM

2009-08-06T01:45:00.002+08:00

Peace from bored Perth, It's almost 2am and Jen and I are reading our old blog entries. Now we know each other more than we should. The Walrus and Fried-Rice-Lover shall continue reading, while listening to "Fixing a Broken Heart" in the background.

Just to prove how bored we are, we...
1. Went to school
2. Went to the casino (Because thats the only place that is opened after 5)
3. Went for butter chicken
4. Peeled prawns
5. Marinated Chickens
6. Painted nails
7. I helped Walrus buff her nails.
8. Psychiatrist treatment for Jsquared
9. Read fashion blogs
10. Read old entries.

Yes, and its only 2am. Perth is that boring

I <3 Karla's Closet

2009-08-05T01:13:00.003+08:00

Karla's closet is love.

Omg I'm so in love with her and her outfits right now. I can't stop reading. :)

PS: Her haircut? Yes? No? I think I will do it. :))
PSS: Jen is damn mesmerized by her too. haha.
PSSS: All thanks to me.

Credits: Karla's Closet

The J Room

2009-08-03T17:02:00.004+08:00

I'm so bored in Perth, I blog every 2 hours. haha.

3 months in 3 mins, please?

2009-08-03T15:00:00.006+08:00

Cry Mushy, Cry.

Jillian is... bored
Jillian is... not loving perth
Jillian is... missing home
Jillian is... listening to "Yellow" by Coldplay, on repeat for 1 hour now.
Jillian is... anticipating to return home
Jillian is... wondering what she's gonna do in 20 mins time
Jillian is... having the urge to call her friends back in SG
Jillian is... having problem paying her HP bill, thus no Aussie line yet
Jillian is... staying in Jen's room
Jillian is... missing the weather in Singapore
Jillian is... craving for Carrot Cake (Cai Tao Kueh)
Jillian is... not happy here.
Jillian is... wondering why time actually stops in Perth.

Jillian is... asking God, "3 months in 3 minutes please?..."

Jillian wants... to go home.

Cold Cruel Place

2009-08-01T20:12:00.003+08:00

"Nobody said it was easy, its a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard... I'll take it back to the stars."

Tears, from my eyes as I sat the bus home.

Leaving for the last time, to die in Perth for another 3 months. This is even harder than the second time, maybe because I've formed tightness and bonds with homies who were always there. Just that now, it's even tighter than before.

Cried in the bus on the way home, knowing that it would be a long time before I can take an SBS bus, or smell the scent of Durian lingering around in the bus.

In less than 24 hours, I'll be back at the place where I don't wanna be, and don't belong.

TWO Jilvyn

2009-07-29T06:52:00.003+08:00

26th July 2007

3 in the Morning

Had supper with M, and shit just happened. On that very same day, we arranged to talk shit out and thats when
the REAL shit began.

Thus, on the 26th of July 2009, after 2 fucking years, we decided to go and have an awesome dinner and enjoy each other's company. We didnt get each other gifts or shit, we just couldnt be bothered this time round. For real, we are that lazy and retarded.

We I decided it was gonna be a TWO themed kinda date. We I must have two of everything :) Everything went well and we even arranged to wear the same shirt of a different colour, in order to make that TWO ralph lauren shirts! hahaha. :)

We I am that retarded.

Love the sky, Love the TWO hands, and love the TWO dollar heartshaped note

TWO straws, TWO cups of coke, TWO fingers, TWO photos of me, TWO crabs!

We stepped into the car at 22:21. Just nice, in 1 min's time it was 22:22! amazed.

TWO lightsticks writing TWO!

Jilvyn

Yup, sat at marina south, enjoying the light sticks and the breeze.
TWO ralph lauren shirts feeling TWO happy :)

Happy TWO years Jilvyn.

Lil Z, look whats up in the sky!

2009-07-28T18:31:00.002+08:00

Finally after so long I get to see this lil boy and he's as hilarious as ever. I wish I can keep part of his essence and bring it over to Perth to cheer me up when I'm done. That fellow is so hilarious, he even imitated my china accent! hahaha :) oh well, he is indeed love.

This kite flying experience was brought to you by:
Shirley (sponsor of kites)
Jessica (sponsor of food n drinks)
Kexin (sponsor of Zachery)
Jillian (sponsor of transport)
Zachery (sponsor of cuteness)

Z is fascinated! :)

Lovin the maternal loving shit, even Z spreads it around.

that special z

Goodbye fireworks and SG love.

update filled day, HTHT. :) I love the most.

Miss G's Partayyyy!

2009-07-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

I know Im late for updating this, but I can't help it! I have been running around trying to spend more time with friends, homies and what not, especially since I'm leaving SG in 4 days time. :(

Last lap Jillian, Last Lap. you can so do it.

Ok enough emo talk, here's the Miss G partyyyy!

Unknowingly the theme of the party was LIGHTS! hahaha.
i insist it is.

lights camera and action!

the birthday girl

happy birthday! :))

Carry on the lights and party!

now this is what I call fun!

What were we thinking!
Total fun total madness :)

Now this is what I call a lighting fun partay! :)

Miss G, I wanna wish you an awesome birthday and a great year ahead. I know now you are feeling sore and feverish, but I really hope you will get well and JOIN THE PARTY AGAIN! hahahah :) be happening and be hip! You've been awesome and you've been great. you have such a major impact in my life, no doubt I thank God for you. :)

Happy 22nd birthday Miss G-sunshine :D

Jilvyn

2009-07-25T05:30:00.009+08:00

adapted from: melvyn's entry fromtheunaccessiblejilvynblog

This just brought me to tears once again.
Fucking less than 2 weeks before I leave again.

Its been long, hasnt it?

2009-07-21T04:48:00.004+08:00

Backdated.

I was looking through old photos, and this set of photos just kept me laughing and laughing for a couple of hours. Why have I been looking through old crap? Well I decided to reminisce since it's gonna be 2 freaking solid years since the faithful 26th of July. I came to realize how much M and I haven grown. We have changed hairstyles, changed lifestyles, changed outlook on life, changed priorities, changed goals in life. I can safely say the honeymoon period is long gone, the long distance shit is still on-going until the end of this year. We have been through so much together, its shocking yet amazing.

From this mischievous pair
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To come what may :D

Now you can't blame me for being amazed... can you?
I give 3 cheers for the Jilvyn love :)

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I realised this is just simply hilarious. I'm reading my old blog and this is what I found.

A random conversation just one day before we were official.

This was written on our 7th month together. For more of such nonsense, please refer to this entry.

Or you can visit Miss J@livejournal :D

Good hilarious times. :))

Mad

2009-07-18T05:05:00.003+08:00

Really? Are you sure?

I can't help but doubt.

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect.

But I can't help but doubt, how much all this means to you and me.

Have you ever?

2009-07-15T06:39:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt like the words from the bottom of your tragic heart were trying to escape,
However once reaching your esophagus, it stops there.
How difficult you try to nudge it, prod it, provoke it out,

It just doesn't come out.

Have you ever felt there's so much left to say, yet you just can't bring yourself to say it,
However you know that some things are better off left unsaid and unspoken.
How trying it may be,

It just doesn't matter anymore what you say.

Have you ever felt like a song means everything you wanna convey,
However you know that song wouldn't do justice to whatever you really mean
How much the person means to you won't matter because...

It just is that way.

Have you ever reached a point in your life when you realize what it really means to let go,
However knowing that it's gonna be hard to keep your head straight,
How I manage to do it, you asked,

It's just all about ignorance and its bliss.

L has to stop playing with my head, my heart and my mind.
L has done too much damage, I'm thoroughly exhausted.
L, if you know what I mean, please stop whatever you are doing.

I hate you L, I really do.
If only you mean nothing to me, if only you do.

Now medication that brought drowsiness means nothing,
because I can't sleep ...even after consuming it.fuck

Thanks L, Thanks.

Dying

2009-07-11T04:58:00.003+08:00

Hello there, I know I have not been consistent. I've not been on the ball with this blog. You know why? Its such a fucking hassle to climb all the way up to use the internet. Daddy refuses to get wireless because he doesnt want us to do "stupid" or "nonsense" in our own rooms when we have laptops

Now everyone give the same expression as me now.

(????????)

Right, I've been feeling sickly and flu-y and NO I DONT HAVE h1n1 because I SAID SO. I've no fever, just sore throat and sneezing repeatedly. that's all.

Singaporeans have to stop making a big deal out of h1n1 alright? Some people just get FLU! Relac ah! haha.

So I finally got myself so bored that I decided to climb upstairs and freaking sit down and insert a few images here so when I'm 40 I can recollect and read what the fuck I was doing during the h1n1 period in Singapore. :)

THE USUAL DOUBLE O - ING BUT NOW WITH BENSON IN THE HOUSE YO!

That is what I call home :)))

Meeting up with the homies before the FIREPROOF MOVIE WITH CHURCH!

The heartfelt :)

THE DAY I BROUGHT DSLR OUT FOR FUN!

MET JEN, WALKED AROUND, MET MY R AND Y :)
IN SHORT, I LOVE YOU, MAN (the movie we watched which I give 4 stars)
meaning it was way better than transformers btw. :D

KEVIN AND SHUYI'S WEDDING!

WITH THE DRUNKARD DANIEL AND SHAWNY NOW!

THE RANDOM DUMPLINGS DAY AT GRANNIES

MICHAEL JACKSON TRIBUTE DAY AS WELL :)

CLUBBING WITH MOTHER! HAHAHAHHA :D

FELLOW YOUNGSTER AMONGST THE OLDIES, CHRISTIANO.

Ok I've been talking to Gary online and he really misses home. He just showed me a few videos of his hometown. And he found a few interesting ones about SINGAPORE.

This is what I found.

OK APPARENTLY WE SOUND RETARDED TO THEM.

I dont know whether to be AMUSED or EMBARRASSED.
because I know somehow we all talk like that in someway or another.

hahaha, (sniffs) I think we are just hilarious singaporeans. :)

Proud proud embarrassed proud proud damnmalu proud now. :)

Well, despite the fact that I've been feeling under the weather and sickly, I had to step out of the house. Why you ask? because If i stayed at home, I would feel worse. I'm serious! i felt like a fever was coming on and I was so paranoid at home. I took my temperature every half and hour. I couldn't relax!

But when I persisted on hanging out with my homies. Going for spontanteous KTV session till 6am with Jess Kx and Jen, and hanging and driving around Singapore with Yum and Rah till 3 in the morn the next day...

THAT WAS WHEN I FELT LIKE I WAS HEALTHY AND OK AGAIN.
despite the fact that I had to bring a thermometer around and packets of tissue.

CONCLUSION: BEING AT HOME ISNT THE BEST SOLUTION. GET SOME FRESH AIR OUTSIDE. PROBABLY THAT WOULD WORK :)

Have you met my new toy?

2009-07-01T02:45:00.004+08:00

Hello folks,
Have you met my new toy?

I own it now because of my dear friend shirley who hooked me up. (thanks love)

Jen and WJ was kind enough to tag along with me to see the new toy.
Oh, and we dragged ourselves to check out Blood the last vamp
(omgpleasedontwatchit,jenandilaughedlikemadandconcurrentlywearestilllaughingatit)

First few shots with new toy :)

The day I had New Toy, it was also the fateful day these two ran down the bus and running all over the whole of Penisula plaza with me, looking for a toilet to ease my full and fucking retarded bladder, Thanks loves!

All in all, collecting new toy was a happy day.

New toy has been great and probably the only thing that keeps me smiling right now.

Here's why.
It was brought to Jilvyn's 23rd brunch.
and it did justice to the food and ambience.

delights

M-ster

me and the blueberry muffin

High!

M

Scenic

Us

:)

View

Oh not only that,
we brought it out to play.
Near the Singapore River, yes yes.
Or should I say near Cosy Bay. uh huh.
The curiousity about shimmering lights,
long shutter speed, change of iso and aperture,
killed the photography cat in me

meow.

scene

sparkly ding dong love

I love this place

Its all about his love.

idiot in action

after which, supper with the mumster and godma.

Gabster. maomaoyue, gabbymaochootchoot

(he doesnt know he looks like an idiot)

Lil Po who cant keep still. haha.

So, new toy has proven its powers.
Speaking of powers, transformers with WJ on monday.
Not impactful, draggy, peed twice during the movie,
that was how long/draggy the show was.

Pity pity, high expectations brings greater disappointments.

Till then, bleeding cunt signing off.

Peace.

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Tag replies:

Clor: hahahah that is my fav michael song. fucking emo shit right? hahaha black and white and smooth criminal is awesome too! I love smoooth criminal dance moves!

B: I miss you la smelly woman. your presence not felt in SG already. sad as fuck. and yes, helpless and hopeless song.

Jace: Hurry come back home and smell the wonderful air back here!

Jen: HELLO THERE! DID YOU LOVE THE TRANCE MUSIC I SENT YOU! you cannot pretend you dont like trance already. hahaha.

Goodbye to the Smooth Criminal

2009-06-29T05:56:00.004+08:00

Goodbye Michael, you have been an inspiration.

Even in my secondary school days, your song represented a teacher. (Yum, you know what song I'm talkin about! haha)

Well, that proved how much of a legend you are. You always had that huge impact on each and everyone's lives in the most bizarre way. You sing songs that touch lives in every way.

Thus, I will always remember you, and respect you for who you were.

God bless you, Always.

This is one song, that left a lasting impact on me. :)

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife

She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands

So I've learned that loves not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I've learned too late
She's out of my life

She's out of my life
Damned in decision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

Is that alright with you?

2009-06-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

9 Crimes

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If u don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No.

Is this blog dusty or WHART?

2009-06-22T15:47:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning, Goodafternoon, Goodnight whoever you are

Hello all, I know I have not been updating this blog and I haven been consistent. But oh well, I'm here to give a brief summary of what has been up aye?

Church camp for the family Yue! :) At desaru!

Mother and I when the sun was rising!

family family!

At the ostrich farm!

See how strong those eggs were!

The vainpots. :))

Generally the camp was great, It meant alot to me because God spoke to me in various ways and this camp brought me closer to him. I felt like he was indeed speaking to me and such. The camp has brought the family closer and I'm so grateful for that. :)) I thought the camp was not going to be fun for me, but it was alright! especially with angelyn who was thoroughly amused by our family. and desaru, come on, seafood? fucking cheappppppppppppp! OMG. I wanna eat cheese lobsters again. :)))

Durian madness!

DURIAN SEASON IS HERE BABIES!

there's mr chan in action! hahaha.

My many many mangosteens!

That was it :D

Hahaha, we were random and went for durians in geylang! hahahha. Pris came as well but didnt get a snap of her because by the time she came, our hands were all dirty.
I, not being a huge fan of durians, had almost 3kg of mangosteen to myself! hahahah! happy happy!

Sidetracking...The previous day WJ and I went to eat the like... BEST SHANGHAI DUMPLINGS EVER?! It was awesome man. It is in tanjong pajar! hahaha :) I wanna thank Mr Chan for it! and also, hahaha we walked all the way from tanjong pajar all the way to bugis and then to dhoby to watch ghost of girlfriend's past! Along the way we had tea break, dinner and we were having our own food fest please. omg. fatness. hahah

Now that B was back and so is everyone else, it was time for.....

THE BIGGEST DOUBLE O BASH EVER

TO WELCOME BACK THE AUSSIESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

but first, dinner with the poly loving alleys and the gang! hahaha.

candy rosy me and ally!

Now with Chelsea!

With Diy as well! :)))

Off to Double O!

Hello Steph, welcome to the double O madness!

Getting Mr Chan to drink

My lovely Jsquared! HAO DE BEH! HAHAHAHA

The loves! :) the J love and B love.

G-unit and Gangsta D! :))

PL LITES UNITE NOW!

with the birthday girl now!

She brotherhooooood! :))

The aussies! :)))

ok here's another aussie mate! who is angsty...as usual.

Engster loving!

THE MANY MANY DRINKS NOWWWWWW!

the top 3 drinking queens! hahahah :))

finally he is smiling!

Im feeling the love!

the boys! Darren Dennis and Dale. the triple D!

HEE HEE :)))) Im home

Gladys! WTF?!

big big photo of the gang!

Pris :))

Kx is gone already. hahah.

The drinking buddies!

G unit is love!

Goodnight and peace out drunkards. :)

What would I do without double O :) I must say, that is the place where I feel most at home and with the rest of my homies :)) I love you guys like ding dongs and madness! That night felt as though we freaking own the whole place please :) hahahah. ONE LOVE ALL! HAHAHAH.

To end of this entry, a random day with M :)

there he was just sitting there playing with his damn transformer toy.

Having supper with Mother and the rest :)

Alright kiddies, till the next update...Peace. :D

Oh and yes, M finally changed his spects. :)))

Trance Techno House, Whats the difference!?

2009-06-09T05:40:00.002+08:00

Tiesto :)))

I realise I've been wondering whats the fucking difference between trance, techno and house. Goodness. there's so much definition to the 3 man. haha.

This is what I've researched. (Jsquared, you will love the info I'm providing. haha.

>House music vs. trance music.

"Techno and trance, the two primary dance music genres that branched off from house in the late 1980s and early 1990s respectively, can share this basic beat infrastructure, but usually eschew house's live-music-influenced feel and black or Latin music influences in favor of more synthetic sound sources and approach."

That's one.

Trance is more... trancey. Lots of repeated, slowly morphing, spacey synths. Lots of reverb. I would say it's more druggy (but YMMV -- I guess some people might prefer to do their drugs while listening/dancing to house). It's certainly got more of a "I'm flying thru the cosmos on a beam of light" feel.

Sometimes it's ridiculously cheesy and emotionally manipulative. I got tired of trance about 5 years ago, after buying one too many trance compilation CDs; after a while, it all starts to sound the same: buildup, breakdown, buildup, breakdown.

Having said that, the best trance producers I know of are Sasha and Digweed. I recommend seeking out some of their stuff -- it's less cliched than Oakenfold and van Dyk.

House, as someone said upthread, has more black and Latin influences -- funk, gospel, blues, salsa. It sounds less synthetic, more like it's performed by real people using real instruments.

Lately there's a subgenre called electro-house, which is neither trance nor traditional house nor techno, but has similarities to all three. It has a house beat (4/4 with some syncopation and variations), and weird, dark, edgy/noisy synths. Also a lot of EQ sweeps -- for example, you'll hear a phrase of music or singing or speaking, looped, very muffled, and as it repeats it slowly becomes more clear as the treble is turned up, or it starts out tinny and gets richer as the bass is turned up.

Some of this stuff actually has a very menacing feel to it -- not bluesy like house, euphoric like trance, or spaced-out like techno. Tiefschwarz and Blackstrobe are good exemplars of electro-house.

Ok, Trancey....that helps. hahahah.

Trance = 130 - 145 bpm's roughly, and it features driving bass, extended intros and outros, and typically features a break of some sort with a climax following. Melodic and emotionally moving. Solid powerful kick drums with intermittent hi-hats and long drum rolls to build to a transition.

Techno = 132 - 155 or 160 bpm's roughly, often more focused on beats and interesting structure. Not as melodic or deep as Trance, but very energetic with lots of power or flare.

House = 120 - 130 bpm's roughly, this is what you think of when you think of club music. Very groovy, often very complex and rhythmic basslines. Often features vocals. Beat rhythm's not always as confined to traditional 4x structure as in other electronic music. Kick drums are solid and house music almost always features some sort of hi-hat or hiss/clap on every second beat. Very danceable and catchy tunes.

In truth, these lines get fudged all the time because there are so many artists with different gifts and styles... I try to incorporate different styles into each track...

If you listen to enough electronic music, you will soon learn all the nuances of the countless genres. All have their characteristics.

Genres don't limit artists creativity, it just gives the potential listener an opportunity to understand what is being played, and what to expect. Originality (if it is truly intentional and well thought out), will always be well recieved...

That's my two cents.

PS. No one post anything like:

"my trance music is 155 bpm's and you said it can only be 130 to 145 bpm's!!!" blah blah blah...i said roughly...haha...

so I continued reading and reading and reading until I found this website posted on the forums. I tell you, its the best man. It really defines whats the difference between Trance House and Techno. but somehow, even I can't put it into the words the real difference.

Ishkur's Guide to Electronic Music

Go check it out alright! hahahah. Jsquared, this is for you. Go listen and tell me what you think! I'll be waiting. Till then...

I conclude: I'm into Hardstyle Trance. :)

Singapura, thou art has been great

2009-06-09T05:01:00.002+08:00

Gd'day one and all! haha. I've decided to be faithful and climb up to the third floor to update my blog! haha. Well the past week in Singapore has been awesome. The whole gettin drunk in double O, catching up with my mates (did I just type mates?!) and being mellow and chilled in different areas in Singapore. Taking the public transport (mostly cab but its still public right?!) and the bus and trains are damn amazing here.

I love the feeling of being back in my own country (but can I minus the freaking humidity!? SHEESH)

Double O baby!

before clubbing, a good curry O would do you good.

hello clarke

Miss G and I

all together now! Kx and Ally!

Eng Eng Eng!

AHAHAH I LOVE THIS PHOTO OF THE TRIO! denise and DALE!

ms0502 madnessssss!

I was high, really high!

Jessica is love! hahahha.

Random Day with M

Hello M!

Fav

Sakae was totally not describable

Dinner with M

CAN YOU SEE WHATS AMAZING ABOUT THIS PLATE OF FRIED VEG? haha
It's that strand of hair being fried! haha. i think its pubic hair! hahah.

Thats a summary, for more pictures its on facebook man. :)

Till then homies, goodnight! haha.

I'm Arriving! (british accent)

2009-06-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

Right right, I've arrived in Sunny warm hot like fuck Singapore already and yes I'm going to be typical Singaporean and complain about the freaking weather because its so bloody humid here, I swear I perspire (wj say pigs sweat not humans.) like a fucking donkey here. I mean seriously, doesnt the clouds in Singapore ever absorb anything!? Why is it so humid!? goodness.

Ok, I shall stop ranting and start displaying some images :))

Goodbye My J Squared. HURRYCOMEBACKLA!

The gloomy boys. :/ haha. I think they are bored with Jen and I. haha

So back in Singapore, I went over to AMK with M and got my favourite things on earth! Hahaha. My favourite.....

Fried Mushrooooms! Omg this is the best shit I tell you

AND SOMETHING THAT I HAVE BEEN CRAVING FOR 3 MONTHS!
CC = CARROT CAKE = CAI DAO KUEH! OMG OMG OMG I LOVE YOU CC! HAHAHAH

Today randomly I went out for a movie with my loves and we went to watch Star Trek. those two apparently have watched it more that 4 times already! fuck man, those two are mad hippos (hahah I bought for them choco hippos and they were damn happy and high! esp yum! haha) We met up and just updated each other and gossiped like crazy. boy I missed those two.

HAHAHHA PROD THE SINGAPORE LION! I LOVE THIS LEO LOVE! HAHAHA

Brought them over to try Max Brenner!

Yummy's choco mocktail shit which is fucking awesome!

Crepes with gummy bears!

The milk choco with the loves = the best

Conclusion people. Max Brenner in Singapore sucks ass. Its not as awesome as Melbourne. Seriously. I miss Melbourne's max so much! hahaha.

And today, my Jsquared sent me this. I felt so emo after looking at this man.

That's Jsquared wearing the shirt I gave her, and she's kissing my key! because she bravely BRAVELY drove my car. hahah. proud of you Jsquared! officially 11 more days till you come home! HURRY LA!

And to end this entry, a snap of M doing his work while I be retarded and use my laptop.

He said he doesnt want to post up his skinny picture. So a heart for him :)

For now that's all, till tomorrow....DOUBLE O! HAHAHHAHAH DRINK TRAIN BCOS THE CHALLENGE IS ON!!!!

It's all about the love-hate-Idk-wtf relationship with Aussie

2009-06-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

Hello all, guess what. It's my final day in Perth for Sem 2. And you know what, as much as I always complain how boring perth is, I realised that Australia aint that bad. (because melbourne is awesome please. hahahaha. But im still determined and convinced that Perth is one of the saddest places on earth.)

I'll miss Melbourne ever so much. I'm glad I went down to Melbourne despite the fact that Victoria is filled wtih Swine Flu madness. Hahaha.

My Quah, My Luah and me :)

Gladys, B and Bless mary! :)) I'll miss you all!

I'll miss these girls and Dawn, dont think I forgot about you! i'll miss you too!

The love of my life indeed!

and this is the reason why I love this woman
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Pretty as hell yet
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She always know how to turn things around :) Love you B!

Anyway, I came back from my melbourne trip yesterday morning and I was received with so much warmth (literally, its warmer in Perth!) from my homies! haha. Wj came and pick me up, and we fetched jen and head on for dim sum! haha. I love dim sum. shit. hahaha. Those two homies were really updated on my rubbish in Melbourne like crazy. haha.

My relationship with Perth has developed into a Love-Hate-Omg-I-dont-know-anymore kinda stage. I'll definitely miss these ding dongs in Perth. :))

reasons why I'll miss Perth.

Oh and my dearest Jen gave me the most retarded suprise on Earth. I can't say what it is, but she knows how shocked I was. hahahahha!

thanks love you're the best. HURRY COME HOME! TM is waiting for us
PS: I love this photo too much. HAHAHAHHA!

I am sure about one thing though...

I've to go to MELBOURNE AGAIN! haha.

Shopping there in total: $500-$600 just on clothes and food.

So tonight, i'll arrive in Singapore, with a bang and a new wardrobe. :) See you Singapore!

Melbourne soap wars

2009-05-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Jillian Vs Blessann

Yes folks, Im in melbourne now, with Miss Luah and this is damn hilarious. We just had a soap war and we painted our nails. or rather miss Luah painted my nails. We went around shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping.

Its really about shopping and eating please. :)

Well, till then I'll leave with this picture because Blessann is putting chips-poop(she eats chips and spit it out on her hand) on my laptop.

St Kilda's Beach.

-runs away from blessann-

PS: she is jumping on the bed singing and singing the theme song from "Grease"

Kryptonite baby, It's for YOU

2009-05-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

"You called me strong, you called me weak but still your secrets I will keep. You took for granted all the times I never let you down. You stumbled in and bumped your head, if not for me then you would be dead I picked you up and put you back on solid ground "

Did you know that? Bet you didn't know.

MAy 18, R.I.P Jillian Yue

2009-05-21T14:11:00.002+08:00

"Line of fire: Gypsy Joker Lennard Kirby would have known he was in line to be shot. Kirby is in hospital with THREE gunshot wounds to his upper body and his associate Alexandro John Scilio has a bullet wound in his arm after a shooting at a Jandakot preperty on Monday..."

Let me tell you the story as in why I was involved. hahah. I wasn't part of the shooting.

Monday was the night I was going to stay alone at my Bibra place and it was going to be the last week. As I was opening the car door, I heard one gun shot. I thought I was hallucinating. I ran into my house and hid, I heard another one as I locked the main door. As I walked in I heard another one. I knew it was a gunshot, and I ran into my room and hid. I was in fear that I would die that night. hahaha.

Everyone said someone was shooting birds, shooting dogs, shooting some shit or what. I thought I was just being paranoid and shook it off.

Until yesterday WJ showed me this article. and I realized that it happened really near my place.

Think about it, if the murderer was some maniac, and went around shooting random neighbours, I would have died man. OMG.

Ok, paranoid paranoid. hahaha.

Till then, I got to start packing and leave this place really soon. : / There's so much to do now. OMG.

Let's hope I won't die before I reach Singapore. haha.

Jsquared and madness

2009-05-20T00:32:00.004+08:00

We (jsquared) are updating because Miss Guo said

"How come no one update their blog already!?"

So here's an update.

1. New Hairstyle for Jillian

2. Exam stress for Jen (secretly mixing "Fantasy" by Mariah)

thats all for today.

PS: 我可以陪 J 去看星星.

Right Jen? HAHAHAH

(inside joke)

Please refer to Jen's blog for another update

Confused...not.

2009-05-18T04:34:00.002+08:00

Gd'day all, Its freaking 430am and I'm still online. I just studied (attempted) for my digital studio test. How ridiculous is this. This is what I'm freaking revising for.

Multiple formats (anything that is more highly resolved than SD)
-720 x 1280 (e.g. 720p25)
-1080 x 1920 (e.g. 1080i50)
-24, 25, 30, 50, 60 (interlaced or progressive)

16:9 frame format – square pixels
-Electronic
-Optical
-Real (CCDs)
-Problems during changeover (framing)

Sony HDCam and Panasonic DVCPROHD (Varicam)
High Definition is usually 4:2:2 sampling

There's more to that, 11 lecture notes on this kinda shit. whooooo.

I have received revelation recently on a few things.

I can't be bothered to upload photos on my blog no more, why? because facebook does wonders.
Getting drunk and high does wonders.
Mary Jane is pretty nice to me, she brings me inside outside outside in.
I've thought through what friendship is really about, seriously.
Digital studios have to stop being a bitch to me now.
Water is actually quite addictive (ok sounds bimbotic, but if you know me, u know i hate water)
Love is fragile and shouldn't be provoked.
Getting drunk indicates you will speak the truth
I wear the smallest bra cup size in australia.
Humans do get so bored and lonely in perth, so much so they act on it by doing retarded things
School has past by so quickly!
This sem is the MORE DRAMATIC SEMESTER compared to the previously one.
God has taught me how to live life the hard way
Asian landlords aren't that cool... I mean it.
Trance can be pretty addictive (manager lin, U dont deny this fact now!)
Armin is the zone, fuck the fho shizzle my nizzle shit for a while now.
I miss Singapore every single day.
Being an escapist doesn't help....sometimes.
Horoscopes do determine a person's character... to a certain extent.
I really cannot stand coloured toothpaste.

I'm hippy hoppy ho...for a while.
Singapore, Singapore...I miss you..sometimes :)
Perth you have been awesome...at times.
I really do not know what I want.....most of the time.

Confused? Nope, that's Jen. I'm complicated. :) That I'm sure.

ps: manager lin, you know I love you, even though you love mary jane more than me. haha

Officially Missing you

2009-05-16T03:36:00.003+08:00

Hello all, I know i have no been consistent in blogging and all. A little tired for my own good, shagged for my own good, basically it has been hectic doing nothing much. haha. Perth does this kinda thing to you.

So updates you ask?

Well, Today, Mich has left perth for good, and its quite depressing because, her presence is being missed in the weirdest way ever. Somehow its just all so different. Sigh. Shan't think too much into it.

PS: Babe, I'm ultimately sorry, for everything and not being a good housemate. :/

I'll leave you guys with the last few pictures with Mich and all, when we went clubbing at metros :)

Mich :)) Pinksheeeeep sial! Housemate, I miss you in the weirdest way ever :(

Metros hello

Gary and Mich

A random happy wj and mich :) the husband and wife

the 2nd picture I TOOK WITH WJ SMILING!

boys. haha.

And i'll leave you guys with this song :)

Officially missing you
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way And today
I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

It official You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes, All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

Please excuse my hands

2009-05-11T00:14:00.005+08:00

Plies ft. Jamie Foxx, The Dream-Please Excuse My Hands - DJ ICE COLD

My hands been gettin me in a lot of trouble so...
Please excuse my hands
They just wanna touch
They just wanna feel
They don’t mean no harm
Baby just excuse my hands (whoa whoa)
Baby please excuse my hands
I apologize they have a one track mind
To squeeze on your behind
Baby just excuse my hands (whoa whoa)
Please excuse my hands

Wit my hands I can make u do a lot of thangs
Have u engagin in some activities u can’t explain
Leave my fingerprints on every inch yo damn frame
Wit dis one finger I could make u get off the chain
Get to lickin n my hands they get they own brain
They wanna touch ya they wanna rub ya they wanna feel yo frame
Run my hands through yo hair n go against yo grain
Let me message ya baby and help ease yo pain
You wanna get comfortable take your shorts off I can help you change
Wanna take my hands off but I cant they jus gon call yo name
If I can’t squeeze ya and I cant hold ya it don’t feel the same
It aint my fault baby my hands is the one to blame

Imma do ya like this and do ya like that
I promise u gon like the way I touch on you
So jump up on dis biz and let me see that
I promise u gon like da way I feel on you
I’m gonna hump til yo body say "ohhh"
Imma do it til yo mouth breathes "no more"
I said excuse my hands she said "boy stop playin n make love to yo number one fan"

Before I kiss ya or make love to ya I wanna touch
Can you please face the wall u bout to get strip searched
My hands talkin to me they want now what’s under yo skirt
Let me be the one who do the honors n help u wit yo shirt
My hands don’t like to be unememployed they like to work
I been told my hands are lil Manish they like to flirt
God knows woman the sexy thing u put on is us
My hand cravin yo lil sweet body its gettin worse
I wanna thank you and your body fo helpin me write this verse
My hands will neva leave yo body baby they so loyal
Do me a favor look on the dresser and grab that baby oil
Aint got to be the one that do it my hands gon spoil ya

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
PUNNY PUNNY. HAHAHAH.

Nothing's up!

2009-05-08T01:41:00.005+08:00

Hello there random people! Well, as stated, Nothing's up! These few days it has been ups and downs and random PMS-ing mode and what not. Yes the Auntie Flo is here to visit once again. (cant believe I'm proclaiming this to the whole world)

I've come to realize that Perth has taught me so much. I've grown stronger, I'm standing on my two toes and gradually trying to stand on my own two feet. I must say, independence has been taught pretty well thanks to Perth, even though I kinda hate it. I know that Perth has given me the courage to do some things I would NEVER thought I would do (nonono, dont think of pervertic things now you dirty minded human) but, I really thought I couldn't do it, and it was perth that kept me away and somehow it naturally gave me the courage to walk and stand on my own.

One thing I've learnt, is that God has taught me life the hard way. that's for sure. :)

I just can't wait to finish packing up and get ready to go to melbourne and back to Singapore. I'll worry about other things when I come back to Perth.

But as my manager has promised, everything will be ok.

Prescott-Jen's-cosy-red-room, here I come next sem to stay. Goodbye bibra lake-the-big-huge-house.

PS: as you can see, my whole room is in a fucking mess. And I need to get a haircut again. Soon.

I should stop blabbering if not I'll start complaining about everything.

GOODNIGHT.

Ang Mohs and being Asian

2009-04-30T18:52:00.006+08:00

This week has been quiet and busy and yet not so busy and I'm just being confused about this week. What abut this week?

Well, I woke up one morning and realised that I had presentation the next day and I haven't read anything about it and I was panicking like some freaking horse. Even better, the library didn't have that video that was suppose to be presented. Talk about Kan ni na bei chao chee bye to the max please.

Right on, rushed home, read the reader and chiong my heart out and presented it in the most retarded fashion ever, because speaking to ang mohs is quite a chore because Singaporeans speak too fast and apparenty they can't seem to be as quick witted as we think they are (no offense there, but seriously! they speak really slowly!)

Imagine when Singaporeans (especially starhub users, now now you better admit!) wanna save just that $0.10, they will just call and put down or they would probably do this as fast as anyone can...

"helloehjillianherecallmebackokthanksbye!"

Within that sentence, we were polite and quick and i bet any Singaporean can say this sentence in 2 secs.

Till now, I have to slow down my pace and speak proplerly and honestly, I can't pronounce filial piety. Is it PIE-TEE or PIE-LE-TY? Ok I know this sounds really bimbotic, but try it yourself, how to fuck do you pronounce it. OH GOD SAVE ME. This Ang Moh thing is just out of control! hahahha.

Before the presentation, I went on a poster shopping spree and I bought hella lot of posters man! hahahha. actually 4 only! 1 for jen, 2 for me and 1 for denise! hahaha. I hope she likes it man. Anyway. Jen apparently bought a poster for me too! So this is how it looks like on the wall/door!

Apparently IM THE WORST GREATEST TROUBLEMAKER!
Im not going to deny it. :))) Thanks Jen :))

NEW YORK IN MY ROOOOOOOOM!!! THIS IS THE ONE I BOUGHT!

Since I can't get there, might as well stare at it till I get there ....soon!

I've been watching too much movies, but I always wanted to go to New York! Miami! LA! OMG! The chicks, the beach, the beverly hills,THE OC! The Love! OMG! THE LESBIANS! I WANNA GO USA!!!! Oh, and my other poster is a NEW YORK POSTER AS WELL.TILL I REACH SINGAPORE, IT WOULD BE UP :))

Ok not side tracking any more.

Anyway, to feel as asian as we possibly could, we went down to Spencer village and tried out the food there. OH BOY DID I FEEL LIKE HOME! :))) To prove it, I'll show you why.

DOESNT THIS FEEL LIKE HOME!? Ok not really, but its FOOD COURT!
It really feels bit like that yong peng (the stop-over place when Sinaporeans go to KL)

SINGAPURRRRRRA! OMG OMG OMG
Me and Jen literally cried and scream and wail in front of that store! hahaha.

TOO EXCITED, TOO HIGH! OMG THE ADRENALINE RUSH!
BUY EVERYTHING NOWWWWWWW!
PS: look at the price, the price always brings you back to reality.
reality? That you're in Perth.

KWAY TEOW GORENG FOR 8 BUCKS?
the malays and indians in Singapore would laugh at anyone who wants to pay
that amount in Singapore. Sheesh aussies, what you eat man, GOLD?

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This! The so called CAI DAO KUEH!
(seriously taste like poop, dont try this)

I was so excited to be able to eat cai dao kueh in perth, that when i went there and bought that shit, it turned out to be like poop, i nearly cried. But consolation, the malay stall's curry puff was awesome and the roti cenai didnt fail anyone down. The oyster omelete was relatively ok! but Daniel's Hokkien Mee had some prawn smell, weird prawn smell. The nasi lemak according to the critics (Eleen and Mich) was alright, and Jen's Malay soup thing which I dont know what it is or what its called, is not bad! hahahah. :))

PS: the ice kachang is pathetic, and the chin chow was in some weird milk sweet condensed milk shit solution. Weird Weird Weird.

BUT ALL IN ALL, WE WOULD STILL GO BACK TO THAT PLACE, because so far that's the only place that makes me feel as though I'm home. Yes yes, northbridge is chinatown where all chinese roam, but hey, it aint Singaporean enough for me. Spencer village really felt like home. IT EVEN HAD A&W and SARSI MAN! HOME HOME HOME. Oh and not forgetting kick-a-poo. GOODNESS. I miss home.

And I love being asian.

Wazzzzzzuppppp

2009-04-27T18:39:00.003+08:00

So basically from the list, I've accomplished quite a bit! I'm proud to say I even completed my documentary essay after much stress and pressure man. Goodness me. So since I'm in my relaxing zone, lepaking and chilling in my own room, with nothing much to do, I shall input a lil bit of pictures in this sad and lonely blog.

First up, 17th - 19th Apri; 369 Margaret River Expendition!

In our Jacuzzi suite!

Dinnerrr

Dessert honey

time to soak in the tub!

goodbye day 1! drink up and party!

Day 2!

us in the woods!

High up in the sky!

hello 369 :D

In the lake cave!

Hello Muki! you have to meet gabby!

Dinner :D

And the last day, the rock was my love :D
More pictures with mich and definitely on facebook :))

Film Production Shots!

In North Bridge

Josh Khalil and Me

Idontknowwhybutilookstressedhere

Wheeeee!

Sherman and Khalil

In the night, it gets cold, but we still have to film! So use the reflector to block the WIND!

ok here I look happy and warm (very deceiving)

Kelvin looking cool .. hahahha!

and ACTION!

Our lovely Cantonese shifu, Joseph!

Josh telling Jess and Peter what he envisions yo!

That's the real thing btw

Day 2

In Josh's place

Nikko! His Dog! Cute right! ok gabby I still love you ok!

Group :))
CREDITS TO KELVIN AND HIS SEXY DSLR FOR THE AWESOME SHOTS :)

CLUBBING FOR 2 NIGHTS STRAIGHT!

Me, Jen, Daniel and Gerald!

Hello Nicole!

The Black and White theme

Jsquared

happy singaporean

SO FAST WASTED!?

OMG! hahaha ok we are just posing

CLASSIC I LIKE

the girls in black :D

Terry and Eleen!

Daniel looking cuckoo and Jen, obviously GONE! HAHAHHA

The happy duo!

THE SECOND DAY CLUBBING! GAY PROM @ COURT!
JSQUARED FEELING IMPROMPTU AND WENT OVER TO SEE!

Paparazzi shots!

Annie love!

My flower girl

Zorro!

I TOOK A PICTURE WITH MY PROM DATE FOR FREE HOR!

there was something nice about those flowers.

Carla and I doing our thing :)))

The whole groupppp now!

That was my hectic week for you and I managed to get lots of time to rest and recuperate :) I've been feeling damn exhausted for some reason these few days, due to production stress, essay stress, lack of sleep, food and what not. hahahah.

Thanks to Jsquared and her wonderful series of lesbian flicks and movies, I've kept myself happy and informed. :) Jen the ahoy great manager, I is love you ah! We aint a triangle man, We is bond. ok if you ask me that didnt make any sense.

Thanks to Pinksheep Housemate Ng, I managed to keep my stomach filled and Mr Chan Weijie for fetching me up and down and asking if I've eaten.

For one I'm beginning to feel like there's nothing that can stop me now, and that I should be lepak and chilled. I'm adopted the fuck-care attitude on life now.

So to end of this entry,

Whatever brought us together, would keep us together my manager

Points: Its you that can't let it go honey :))

Gravity

2009-04-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

6th of April, 2007

"For one human being to love another that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks.
The work for which all other work is but PREPARATION" - Rainer Maria Rilke

Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.

Go watch Lovin' Annabelle and you would understand this post pretty well. I give credit to Jsquared for giving me this wonderful show to watch. Love ya, my date tonight :)

PS: Rihanna is dating her manager tonight!! hahahha. RIGHT JEN? :)) Gay Prom here we come!

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2009-04-26T14:05:00.001+08:00

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Happy 21 months love :) ILU

"are you going to find aunty jillian?"

2009-04-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

Something that made me smile today :)
Lil z, I'm your homie, and not your aunty ok!? and I'm your biscuit!

Hectic Week

2009-04-21T13:19:00.005+08:00

->Our 369 margaret river trip
->Digital studios edit due monday
->Transferring phone contacts to new Nokia E63
->Filming this week till midnight
->Essay due on Thursday
->Editing for documentary
->Playing with new phone
->Presentation due next week
->Readings for two weeks
->Clean room
->Clean house
->Get more sleep

Busy indeed. Will blog when I am in the mood to. For now, I'm alive and kicking and lovin' my hair.

Tag replies (Too many to reply through freaking tagboard)

Mich: Eliminate myself la! hahaha. apparently it caused people to think I was depressed or suicidal can. sheesh

Rah: I wont eliminate myself because I have you and yummy chow! hahahaha. Funny ding dongs you two. Updates I shall randomly give! Call you soon alright love! hahahah. :))) SHAKES RAH AND SHOUTS I LOVE YOU!!! PS: I love my hair too

Jace: Ketchup! I have been using you every now and then when I cook random shit, you go well with pie especially :) hahaha. I miss you love, CALL ME SOON OK.

Bless: YOU SUCK COCK BETTER THAN ME OK. WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT. YOU GO AND SUCK MORE COCK AND TELL ME WHAT IT FEELS LIKE (you know I love you the most b. :))) we are screwed sisters)

Jess: The humans/human talk is very very very suggestive and a read-btw-the-lines kinda shit. TRY READING IN BETWEEN THE LINES :)) Miss you nigga love

Yum: Yup, apparently I did chowww! Eh, dont die yet ok, I come back still wanna see you alive and in your X-men wheelchair. Say hi to storm for me too.

Melvyn: SHEEESH. I dont know what to say to that.

Jen: Hello J squared! hahahaha. AND YOU ACTUALLY TRIED MELVYN'S SUGGESTION!? SHHEESSH! Eh we should earn our big money soon! hahahah.

Right, thats all. Ta!

Life lessons

2009-04-16T11:18:00.004+08:00

1. I realized a haircut does wonders, even if you freaking have to cut it twice to get it right.

2. Alcohol needs to be consumed AFTER food, if not immense headache and urge to die would come.

3. Perth is so boring, you got to drink more to keep yourself happy and high.

4. Everyone should get cervical cancer jabs

5. School work is starting to cram up, and I am going to die soon. I feeeeel it.

6. I've a whole new meaning to TGIF, ask me and I shall revalationise you. ( I just made up a new word!)

There are more things I've learnt within this week. Knowing how humans/human can act like a complete retard, some humans/human show their most sensitive side when needed. some humans/human can be so self centred, and some humans/human are worth keeping, and some apparently not. Some humans/human love to make shit up, some humans/human are there for you no matter what. Some humans/human need to know when to stop being childish, and now I know the humans/human I should bother to love. Some humans/human would never understand and always think they are right, but some humans/human would sit and hear or maybe reflect on their actions.

Now I know which humans/human to treasure, and those I shouldn't bother about.

Life lessons indeed. :)))

369 Easter

2009-04-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

Wj wanted to kill himself for doing this

Easter with the 369 at Freo. I just wanna thank these two goons for being here for me when I needed someone, for some reason, they have stood by me through this whole drama and all the random shit that has been going on in Perth.

thanks loves.

Sigh, I wished I wasn't fuck'd up or screwed up. I've blamed, I've screamed, I've cried, I've not stopped worrying. Have I caused so much distress within the week? I have to stop destroying.

Now the only thing left to do is...

to eliminate Jillian Yue.

I BLAME YOU FOR EVERYTHING

2009-04-09T14:06:00.004+08:00

I blame you for everything, in a sense, I lose everything because of you, you were the cause of my pain and i never realised it until you became such an utter bitch to me and stuff like that. looks like what you said about yourself being a bitch is totally true and I just came to realise it because in more ways than one, you fuck'd my life up again and again and again and again and again and again. Thanks to you, I've lost so much happiness and I know i could have stood up for myself but I didnt, thinking that you were the friend I needed, but sorry, I just woke up from this whole nightmare and denial.

I've been nothing but nice, but you bit me back in the worst way ever. So much for being homies for life.

If you think that I would do something about our current situation, sorry, I've been too hurt to do anything about it, and I can't be bothered anymore, for life.

fuck you.

Hello, this is what I'm feeling

2009-04-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I am giving up on myself as I speak.
I'm fuck'd up, I have given up on myself as I said so.

I'm sure I'm not the only one who has given up, slowly, one by one everyone would give up. By then, I would sit there alone, and stare into space, and know, that I've given up on myself as well.

Boy am I fuck'd up or what.

Miss G's partay moments

2009-04-07T01:45:00.002+08:00

So, Miss G has been here for a week, and damn right I was busy throughout the week.

No doubt, this girl is so special to me that whatever we have shared in Perth was beyond description. hahahahha. Awesome fun, just plain Awesome. It's no wonder we have a history since... Primary 4 man. hahaha.

Here are some freaking sexy hot shit pictures of Miss G having fun!

Jen in Swan Valley!

the both of them

nice shot right. I know.

three

Happy wine!

What's coming to Perth without clubbing! also it was Jen's birthday! Also, a meet up with Lingers man! its been long swweeetheart! hahahahah Perth brought another homie over! hahahaha.

squashed frogs!

Rick, WJ, Kx and ME!

Lingers, Kx , Mich and Yong Jie poses for ... (fill in the blanks)

hahaha. lianzy

LINGERS AFTER SO LONG!

here comes gary! hahahahha.

The princesses!

ok...what's up with rick!? hahaha. drunk.

JEN WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!

gang gang gang! hahahaha.

Freo on Sunday, supposed last day of Kx's week here! hahahaha. it somehow looks so london-ish, thanks to the awesome photographer. (ahems)

I love this photo, look so london!

told you so!

Lingers! We were at the beach cafe!

Us

Gary gary!

WJ brotherhood

That's about it, and to end off this entry, I'll end it with the last few pictures, taken with lovely sunshine love, Miss G :))))))

Miss G, I had lots of fun with you around somehow perth didnt seem boring for a week!
Someday, I'll bring you and zach and we can leave him at the murdoch child care. :)
I love you sweeeeeeets!

To see the rest of the photos, please go to facebook. If you don't have a facebook account, its about time you do so. Everything is there man. Go, run, fly and create.

So long, farewell

2009-04-02T02:25:00.003+08:00

ON A HAPPY NOTE,

WELCOME MISS G TO PERTH!

NOW FOR THE SAD NOTE,

So long 1 month in Perth
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Farewell M :(

goodbye.

Hello, Hi, How are you?

2009-03-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hi Hello How are you,

I've been busy with essays, random shit and ok I've been running around doing rubbish.

You know what, I shall cut short and head straight to the pictures.

MORE OF MARGARET! (more on facebook)

Laughing bunny! hahahah!

I KNOW! I was shocked!

NUTS CEREAL AND WHAT NOT!

At candy cow! hee hee

Lollies!

Freaky Freaky Freaky shit!

MOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

off to check out the MAMMOTH CAVE!

wonders of nature

funniest thing was that I've been to this cave,
but realised it only when I entered the cave! hahahaha. Goodness.

The indian OCEAN :))) pretty pretty!

The wheel of Perth! (more on facebook too!)

Tickets bought!

Scene

Jilvyn

nice

burpppp

HAHAHAH THIS IS JUST FUCKING FUNNNNNNY AND UNGLAM!

:)

Yup, watch yourrrr head!

touristy

beauty beauty beautiful

2Wentyth (yes, facebook, go)

fast eddys at 2am/3am!

later at night at mill point

we couldn't believe we did that stupid gay action,
we decided to do a loser one to prove that we still have fiesty balls.

Jilvyn :)

lol

NOOOO!

Jelly fish! freak out!

M

photography in action

timer

b/w

dslr-ish

tak glam

doing some retarded model pose

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models on front cover of magazine, diggin her shit. hahahah!

now to introduce the best product on EARTH! hahha

I conclude, I'm pretty confused, messed up, and lost. hahahah.
don't ask.

Margaret, Margaret!

2009-03-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hello all! Today is sunday and I've decided to post some random rubbish from my trip to Margaret River! Well, its a freaking 3 hours drive there and M and I had lots of freaking fun exploring and taking random photos :) Here's a few :)

Me and Margaret River map!

at candy cow! with all the lollies and shit

hahahaha, looks like studio shot right? goodness. WINTER SONATA PICTURE!

Near the indian ocean! INDIAN OCEAN OK!? NOT EAST COAST PARK or WHATEVER SEA!

M having fun with his chips at the INDIAN OCEAN
i've to stop being awed by the indian ocean. :))

Yup, there's more pictures coming up, but if you can't wait, there's always facebook! Whee!

Thus, to end of my entry, here's a video of how barren and lonely Margaret River is.

I'm retarded, I know. Please don't say im bimbotic cause I know im not. Hmmph.

Astrolabe

2009-03-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

This is my Astrology report. Potions Potions

Name: Yue Kha Wye Jillian
August 15 1987
11:55 PM Time Zone is AWST
Singapore, SING

Rising Sign is in 08 Degrees Taurus
Calm and deliberate, you hate to move quickly or act hastily. Very practical, every effort must count or you can't be bothered. Patient, persistent and steady, but very stubborn -- you can't be pushed or pressured into anything. You seem outwardly self-assured because you tend to repress your inner tension and turmoil. You exude an earthy warmth, friendliness and charm. You demand comfortable surroundings and appreciate the good life. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent. At times, you are lazy and difficult to motivate. Overcoming inertia is a problem for you and, because you are not by nature a self-starter, it is often necessary for you to receive stimuli from others in order to get moving.

Sun is in 22 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.

Moon is in 14 Degrees Taurus.
Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover -- others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn -- your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied.

Mercury is in 17 Degrees Leo.
You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel.

Venus is in 20 Degrees Leo.
You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.

Mars is in 25 Degrees Leo.
You are a very proud person. Strong, bold, courageous and self-possessed, you love to be the one to initiate significant actions. When people expect a lot of you, you respond positively and will work hard in order to maintain their respect. But when your dignity or pride is threatened, you tend to become sarcastic, arrogant and domineering. Try not to take any challenge or resistance that you meet as a personal affront. You are very stubborn about your right to live your life according to your own principles.

Jupiter is in 29 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.

Saturn is in 14 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 22 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 05 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 07 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 03 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!

credits: Astrology Chart

In short, I love being LEO :)

This is gonna be a long one!

2009-03-17T01:06:00.005+08:00

It's been a freaking long time since i posted a super long entry with lots of pictures. and i realise I've been neglecting my jilliangoestoperth.blogspot.com blog! haha. but i doubt parents and all have the time to actually read my freaking perth blog now. But since boredom has struck me once again, I shall go do something about that blog now. :)

Anyway, what I'm going to present would be a series of photos regarding Freo (its a sunday thing now), filming which actually happened just today and random retarded pictures taken in Perth when I'm super bored.

First up, Random photos!

Random Cat we saw a few days back! Super cute right! goodness.

Digital studio filming! Hahaha, putting Baoshun into Infernal Affairs 3!

Secondly, A trip to freo! and if you are wondering whats with us looking retardedly lianzy, that is because the night before we were gossiping about lians and stuff like that. Inside joke for sure. So do not be shocked with the stupid pictures :) ROCKINGHAM IS BEAUTIFUL BY THE WAY. OMG.

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Hello all!

QQ and Mich

hahaha mock mock :)

badges

Ah lians unite now

Ray was forced to do this!

M is reluctant!

We obviously show how its done! hahaha we rock mich!

Look at the goodies i bought! 25 bucks for Havis! And a top for 18bucks!
I'm damn happy!

Drove Ray home and he introduced the Rockingham beach to us

beautiful

WE HATE REPTILES! OMG! SNAKES?! OMG!

M's nice shot

Ray the professional DSLR man whose dslr I am planning to steal.

He and his DSLR at work

I love this!

Water Water we love right Jen!

Yup I know, everywhere it reminds me I'm in perth.

beautiful sunset. (which also indicated we were lost)

Now I present to you, filming shots photographed by Kelvin and his DSLR (everyone has to stop making me jealous. I've to really steal a DSLR soon. Goodness) Anyway, we were filming our short film/video so these are the random shots Kev took! Awesome man. Tml round 2. It's fucking 230am, and tml I've to start shooting at 830. WHAT AM I DOING UP NOW?! GOODNESS. Better get done with this entry.

In school getting ready

Talking production shots

Khailil, Mr Director and I :)

We weren't even posing! this is nice.

Look at me on the roll

Hee hee, I love old folks!

obviously pleased

I could have died.

Hahahaha, getting down and dirty with the bus stop!

Mr Director, boxing inspired man! hahaha.

Director had to act somemore. Budget can

Checking shots.

Sherman, Mr Soundman and his lovely chick, Janet!

Here's Kelvin the MR DSLR and Producer of the team!

Half the team present, but it was fun! tml round 2!

Ok I'm not kidding when I said I have filming tml at 830 and I've to get ready by 730. Goodness, I've to go and get to sleep right now. But for now I shall leave you all with a hilarious picture, to emphasize the things Perth has resorted me to do. Fuck. I'm bored.

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MUSHY IN MY PINK UNDIES! HAHAHAHAH!

I need a life. I was actually highly amused by myself. goodness gracious. Not only that, Perth has got me thinking about the most random things such as Necrophilla. I actually sat down in my chair and thought about.. What is going through the minds of people who have Necrophilla.

	necrophilla
	n. abnormal {esp. erotic} attraction to corpses

I actually researched it and i watched a really freaky video of the definition of "Undying love". Goodness. Not funny. Weird.

Ok time is running out, I've got to bounce. And As the aussies would say...
"Goodnight Mates! Cheers! TA!"
(Ta! simi lanjiao Ta! knnbccb.)